I want someone that I want to spend time with and wants to spend time with me. I want love. Like the kind I read about in books. An a itf be nice if it was the big fairytale love but im also ok with just someone staying in the same room as me as we do our own things but together .
I...have never had such a painful dream before. I woke up and realized that I really fucked up. I wish I had done so much more when I was younger. I wish I had talked to people more. I wish I hadn't been so shy and quiet. Bc now I'm so alone. Ive never felt the loneliness as much as I did when I woke up and realized that I was no longer on high school the boy I had talked to in my dream was already married and had kids with someone else. There would be no next time to sit and chitchat. I want friends. And love. And unfortunately with the way I grew up, I'm not sure how to go about that.
I think I want to believe in soul mates bc its nice to think that there's someone out there thats destined for me and will love me and is tied to me. Bc the reality of it is ill probably end up alone and that's just so...lonely.
I seem to have lost my joy this morning. All I feel is a piercing sorrow and self hatred. I thought I was supposed to help people but how do i help others when I cant even help myself?
If I could go back in time I would have chose a different career. This one is taking everything I have. My heart, soul, mind, body, and I dont have anything else to give.
I feel a sense of relief now. There's a comfort in knowing your misery instead of a new misery.
Friends really do change when they get a boyfriend :/ no matter what they say
I want someone that I want to spend time with and wants to spend time with me. I want love. Like the kind I read about in books. An a itf be nice if it was the big fairytale love but im also ok with just someone staying in the same room as me as we do our own things but together .
I...have never had such a painful dream before. I woke up and realized that I really fucked up. I wish I had done so much more when I was younger. I wish I had talked to people more. I wish I hadn't been so shy and quiet. Bc now I'm so alone. Ive never felt the loneliness as much as I did when I woke up and realized that I was no longer on high school the boy I had talked to in my dream was already married and had kids with someone else. There would be no next time to sit and chitchat. I want friends. And love. And unfortunately with the way I grew up, I'm not sure how to go about that.
What a pleasant surprise. You really don't know what you have till its gone huh
Show me that it gets better. Show me that I can be better.
I'm in the mood for hurt. I want to ugly cry. My heart feels heavy.
I think I want to believe in soul mates bc its nice to think that there's someone out there thats destined for me and will love me and is tied to me. Bc the reality of it is ill probably end up alone and that's just so...lonely.
I seem to have lost my joy this morning. All I feel is a piercing sorrow and self hatred. I thought I was supposed to help people but how do i help others when I cant even help myself?
How many breakdowns does it take before you just throw in your 2 weeks notice? Bc I feel like I reach that point and I try but I can never escape.
If I could go back in time I would have chose a different career. This one is taking everything I have. My heart, soul, mind, body, and I dont have anything else to give.