This genuinely isn’t worth reading, it’s just trauma porn. The only thing good about it is the art AND dooshik (that man is greener than a forest). If I could I’d give this a 0, but I can’t so I give it a 1. AND of course, classic manhwa style, neither doosik or jooha see a therapist after everything. The concept is GOOD, great even, but the execution is horrible and filled with unnecessary and excessive rape. I’ve seen people say “it’s realistic, in reality people get raped”, and that’s very true and my heart goes out to those who have gone through that, HOWEVER, for a piece of fiction that is based around a magical boy who ejaculates bloody pearls the rape is EXCESSIVE AND ROMANTICISED. If anyone wants to chat feel free, I’m up for a civil conversation but no arguing <3.
Imagine being in a relationship for 8 years and being unable to properly communicate. Additionally, the fact that Siwon literally gets ANNOYED from Yoonsung showing him any type of affection isn’t cute, being a tsundere isn’t cute. The inability to express yourself and to treat the person you supposedly love like shit ISN’T CUTE. I reached chapter 15 and then dropped, idgaf about the second couple because the main couple put me off so much.
Just read the authors other work and gave it a 5/5 then saw this one and I’M OBSESSED WITH THIS AUTHORS STUFF UGHHHH THEY KNOW JUST WHERE TO HIT U WITH THE FEELS. The way shouyo cares so much about sanjous feelings and wants to make him feel safe with him is just so pure. ANOTHER 5/5