
Man I'm on ch 81 and the fl is just making me so mad. I didnt realize theirs hate on her but gosh dang she's just so self center. I really like doha and he did so much for her. She's not obligated to share feelings but dang he was really there for her and she couldn't even ask him how he's doing. When doha revealed everything she still made it about herself. Yeah, she briefly realized she should've talked to him, but it's always me me me

I think she's a lot less foul, the FL thinks she is going to die and leaves because she doesn't want her lover to have to come home to her mutilated corpse. Doha doesn't do a single thing without ulterior motives, whether its becoming friends with her initially so she can continue healing him, or keeping that friendship up after he falls in love because he wants her to himself. The FL is genuinely a kind person, and does a lot of stuff out of care and respect for others without expecting anything in return. She also gets a ton of hate, probably more than him. They both have tons of trauma, but his made him manipulative and cruel.

I believe you’re justifying her actions because she was dying. Dying doesn’t excuse playing with people’s feelings. She entered a relationship with the male lead solely to experience it before her death, without considering his feelings or the impact of her actions. She was selfish and self-centered, only wanting to make amends after being cured. While she has been owning up to her mistakes recently, that doesn’t justify her previous behavior. Both she and Doha were equally wrong.

They were in a contract relationship, a relationship that they both (should have) knew wasn't real. He agreed to the contract in return for her healing his curse. It was an agreement they both made. She had never expected their feelings to get that strong and thought they both knew it was going to end in three months time with a clean split.

She did realize that they were both too deep by the end of it, but, in her mind, she was dying and there was nothing she could do. The relationship they had wasn't supposed to be a real one, and in her mind still wasn't really. I can't consider her selfish when they entered into a contract with mutually agreed upon terms, he got something out of it, she got something out of it. Is the ML selfish because he got healed because of it? No, because it was a contract.

Doha never repented, even in his last moments on screen he literally said he should have put her in a position where there was no way she could say no to his confession. Just that alone makes her a way better person than him
(Sorry this is in like 3 posts, I keep accidentally clicking post before I'm done and I can't figure out how to edit)

While you raise a valid point about their relationship, it still doesn't justify her actions and behavior. She was selfish, only thinking about herself throughout the entire story. I'm also not going to compare her actions to Doha's because both are clearly in the wrong. You view her and her decisions differently than I do. I don't sympathize with or justify her. She was wrong in how she handled her situation and relationships.

https://watchwebtoon.com/comic/detail/775.html?b=Before%20Love%20Kills%20Me
So the black hair guy is a piece of trash cuz he didn't want to believe until he did a DNA test but her two besties(purple and yellow haired guys) believed her right away AND are helping her with revenge
(゜ロ゜)
Ugh I love them both