LemonPyong October 6, 2024 7:03 am

I don’t care what anyone says, but Uke is stupid, selfish, idiotic, and doesn’t deserve Taehwan.

Even with his backstory, I couldn’t sympathize with him.
He completely hurt and ruined such precious person—voluntarily.
Nothing can ever excuse deliberate cruelty.
Even if you’re traumatized, hurt, and abused, no decent human deserves to be at the receiving end of your misery.

If Uke ever ends up with Taehwan, I hope you still suffer because you don’t deserve to be forgiven immediately.

As for the black-haired asshat, I hope your penis rots.

    LemonPyong October 6, 2024 7:13 am

    Imagine traumatizing someone else because you’re also hurting.

    Does that sound logical to you?

    I’m hurt, so let me HURT A NICE GUY WITH PASSION because I feel miserable and indecisive.
    Let me traumatize him and make him feel miserable for loving me genuinely.

    Nai October 15, 2024 12:32 pm
    Imagine traumatizing someone else because you’re also hurting.Does that sound logical to you?I’m hurt, so let me HURT A NICE GUY WITH PASSION because I feel miserable and indecisive.Let me traumatize him an... LemonPyong

    Stop being an ass, nothing is black and white.
    The cheating didn't come from genuine lack of care or pure lust. It roots from deep trauma, abuse and manipulation.
    It was horrible and wrong but not everything is as you say, victims of abuse also deserve some empathy. And what you say about logical, do you expect that from a character with psychological problems?

    LemonPyong October 15, 2024 1:47 pm
    Stop being an ass, nothing is black and white.The cheating didn't come from genuine lack of care or pure lust. It roots from deep trauma, abuse and manipulation.It was horrible and wrong but not everything is a... Nai

    Oh right.
    So hypothetically speaking, if Taehwan decides to un***ve himself after being hurt, or if he becomes traumatized forever from having his heart broken, would that argument still stand?

    I understand that Uke was going through shit because of the people who hurt him. But if he ends up causing the same damage to someone else, would his trauma justify the domino effect?

    I re-read it, and admittedly I was harsh and an ass for the initial comment, but when all things are settled, he needs to take accountability for using someone and hurting them in the process.

    Nai October 15, 2024 4:42 pm
    Oh right.So hypothetically speaking, if Taehwan decides to un***ve himself after being hurt, or if he becomes traumatized forever from having his heart broken, would that argument still stand?I understand that ... LemonPyong

    No one says it justify the bad things done, but trying to completely antagonize another victim is just wrong. And from what I saw in the latest chapter (99), it seems MC will finally start healing after escaping.

    miffybunbun October 17, 2024 2:09 pm
    Stop being an ass, nothing is black and white.The cheating didn't come from genuine lack of care or pure lust. It roots from deep trauma, abuse and manipulation.It was horrible and wrong but not everything is a... Nai

    U tell em Nai

LemonPyong October 2, 2024 12:44 pm

Please tell me this isn’t another one of those Manhwa’s where Seme sleeps around and is more experienced while the Uke is another virgin

I hate those.
Let Uke’s have some fun too lolol.
If the Seme is gonna whore around, why not let Uke whore around to dafuq

    Lea October 16, 2024 4:04 pm

    frr i don’t think it’s fair and not that realistic

    Shin October 19, 2024 1:52 pm

    Truth. So unfair lol

    Nana November 10, 2024 1:16 am

    Unfortunately this is one pf those,i hate manhwas like this too bc it reminds me of when i used to read shoujo where the guy has experience but the girl always had to be an innocent virgin

LemonPyong August 27, 2024 1:36 am

I wish other Seme’s had this level of awareness.
Imagine being possessive and jealous oif the Uke had sex with others, but you’re a manwhore lol.

I love that the Seme here is aware how unfair it is for him to be jealous and possessive when he himself had multiple partners before, while Uke here is still a virgin.

Most yaoi comics I’ve read annoy me so much.

Uke is always a virgin, while Seme is a manwhore and they had the guts to be all possessive and jealous lol.
Makes me wish the virgin Ukes go and have some fin first before going back to Seme and w’ll see if that Seme will still love them the same way.

Don’t get me wrong, I have bo problems with people having sex with others—your body your decision.
What I hate is, a manwhore Seme who gets overly jealous id his virgin Uke is touched by others lol.
What if the Uke wasn’t a virgin? Will they still love them?

Anyway, just a rant.
I grew tired of this Virgin Uke x Manwhore Seme set up.
I want to see experienced Ukes too.

    MELI August 27, 2024 4:29 am

    I agree

    lostikins August 27, 2024 5:39 am

    Uhhhh Botan wasn't mad that Maoka slept with someone else, he was mad that Maoka was potentially raped by someone he thought was a friend lol I highly doubt Botan would be upset that Maoka wasn't a virgin, it was the thought that someone could have harmed him in a way that would be difficult to ever heal from that set him off.

    Yeah, he was starting to get jealous that Maoka was starting to branch out and make more friends, but that's a common thing with real people, too. Botan is ultimately happy that the two of them have so many wonderful friends and they talked everything out between them. He clearly loves and wants to protect Maoka from harm.

    Are your eyes just used for decorations or something??

    LemonPyong August 27, 2024 6:00 am
    Uhhhh Botan wasn't mad that Maoka slept with someone else, he was mad that Maoka was potentially raped by someone he thought was a friend lol I highly doubt Botan would be upset that Maoka wasn't a virgin, it w... lostikins

    I know that.
    Reread what I typed first.

    I wasn’t bashing on Seme for being jealous of Uke’s “friend”, I was literally praising him for having some awareness about his past.
    I am also aware that he was pissed of the possible non-con assault towards the Uke.

    I was literally referring to the other Semes from other manhwas.

    LemonPyong August 27, 2024 6:01 am
    Uhhhh Botan wasn't mad that Maoka slept with someone else, he was mad that Maoka was potentially raped by someone he thought was a friend lol I highly doubt Botan would be upset that Maoka wasn't a virgin, it w... lostikins

    Now let me ask you, are your eyes used for decorations or something lol

    Eru August 27, 2024 6:04 am
    Now let me ask you, are your eyes used for decorations or something lol LemonPyong

    Sorry, this was funny.. I was like, "use their words back" And you did follow up. Hahahaha

    lostikins August 27, 2024 6:16 am
    Now let me ask you, are your eyes used for decorations or something lol LemonPyong

    Then why did you state that you were tired of the trope at the end of your comment? I'll admit that I didn't keep the opening remark in mind, I've been at work all day and just spent 7 hours moving to a new house so I'm exhausted, but it still comes off as you being upset that Botan admitted to almost going off over Maoka possibly being assaulted.

    Like, I get that you were ranting about other series, but this still could read as if you thought Botan was the same way in the end.

    lostikins August 27, 2024 6:16 am
    Sorry, this was funny.. I was like, "use their words back" And you did follow up. Hahahaha Eru

    Suck them off harder while you're at it lol

    LemonPyong August 27, 2024 6:25 am
    Then why did you state that you were tired of the trope at the end of your comment? I'll admit that I didn't keep the opening remark in mind, I've been at work all day and just spent 7 hours moving to a new hou... lostikins

    This was in reference of him being jealous of the Uke’s rock-climbing buddy.
    That it even led to Uke almost breaking that friendship off.

    The entire point is, I want manhwa’s like this—Seme’s like Botan who actually thinks about all the wrongs he has done in the past, and not just shrugging it off, like how most res flags out there who don’t even apologize adter assaulting their Ukes, or even after cheating, or sleepingnwith randos.

    I get where the misunderstanding came from, and thanks for clarifying what your side.

    (Congrats on your new home~~!!)

    Eru August 27, 2024 9:08 pm
    Suck them off harder while you're at it lol lostikins

    I would, if I could. Lol.

    Bro, just admit you can't read and connect basic sentences. There's actually no need to explain the whole thing as it's self-explanatory already, you just happen to misalign and misinterpret the entire context. The fact you had to mind a comment that wasn't intended for you yet you feel so triggered you feel the need to be petty and retort just to make a point, speaks volumes. Pfft.

    Ain't you who needs sucking? Looks like you're the one who's pent up and needs release.. That's not good.

LemonPyong August 26, 2024 3:22 am

The Seme is going to eventually cheat with an Omega, and hirt the Uke.
Adter that the Uke breaks up with him, the Seme with his pride and ego decides to chase after the Uke, gets into another accident, and finally remembers everything.

Then redemption arc starts.

And poof, Uke gets into an accident and loses his memory.

    Muypicante August 27, 2024 7:59 am

    Sounds a mess

    Asahi August 31, 2024 5:45 pm

    Where did you read this ? Please share the link , if you can

    Groku September 5, 2024 1:38 pm

    No he better not cheat and hurt the uke

    Junesonata September 5, 2024 1:38 pm

    This sounds like ol regular kdramas

    NarutoYaoiROCK September 5, 2024 2:39 pm

    Have you read raws? Can I see it?

    LemonPyong September 5, 2024 5:41 pm

    I haven’t read any raws or novels. I was simply guessing of how the story would go. Sorry if I made you all confused.

LemonPyong August 24, 2024 11:51 am

The story is historical.
Which is why, most instances are simple and straightforward.
In the past, people of authority should be regarded as such regardless of the crimes they have committed.
They are usually left unpunished.
Thus the spoiled, dumb scumbag Semes personality.

The humiliation he felt when Uke divorced him was actually a strong blow to his ego, which was so satisfying to see lol.

People of stature would rather die than be humiliated in public, that’s why Uke chose to publicly divorce hin, as a form of revenge.
Because, no matter how much he was wronged, an ordinary person should never take revenge upon their master. And Uke knew this, ao his best revenge was to make the Seme realize and feel how “insignificant” he was to the Uke. This the burning of all things related to Seme.

The Seme’s spoiled personality is actually rather realistically portrayed.
He grew up as a spoiled child, so he lacked wisdom.
He literally thinks like how a spoiled child would.

So yeah, that’s why he’s so narcissistic and egotistical.
So fuck him.

Also, spoiler: don’t expect any satisfying redemption arc, there’s not much lol.

LemonPyong August 23, 2024 10:43 am

Why was the Seme so cold to the Uke before?
I really don’t understand where his coldness towards Uke was coming from

LemonPyong August 23, 2024 9:46 am

Can someone summarize and spoil me pls?
It’s kinda hard to understand thank you

    Takucchi September 16, 2024 5:15 pm

    To summarize: MC (white hair uke) was in a relationship with scumbag ML (black hair dumbass) for 5 years.

    ML treated him as a replacement for a childhood "sweetheart" all along and MC realized this was the case when the childhood sweetheart returned after being away to recuperate from a fatal injury from saving the ML. ML is overprotective of his childhood sweetheart and started to neglect and treat the MC like shit.

    MC left after the ML stated "we were just in a physical relationship, wdym we're lovers???" when the MC voiced out his insecurities and jealousy (What a fucking dick ML). ML expected the MC to return to him begging and shit but the MC got involved in a car accident and was declared dead.

    (Turns out, MC tried calling the ML as emergency contact, but since he was hanging out with his shitass friends and his childhood sweetheart, he didn't notice the call bcs the childhood sweetheart declined answering the call and deleted the history-- so yeah, the childhood "sweetheart" is actually a devil spawn.)

    ML became delulu and depressed, refusing to believe MC is dead because he realized he actually loved him (Dumbass).

    Turns out MC survived and the dead body was from the tour guide from when he travelled. Out of guilt thinking the tour guide could have lived if he didn't ask to be guided around the area, he chose to live the life of the tour guide whose dream was to be an actor and take care of his grandma.

    So now, MC has a whole different name and occupation (rookie actor). Two years pass and after a sponsored event, ML sees MC again but MC is adamant (he's pretending) that he does not know ML and he's not the person ML was looking for. But because scumbag ML is a scumbag through and through, he stalks MC in every shoot he has and dictates what he should or shouldn't do for his roles.

    This happens for quite some time until MC decided enough is enough and completely shuts out scumbag ML.

    Some drama happens like kidnapping and shit on the MC with ML to the rescue (typical), and things get a bit better. MC eventually breaks character and reveals what happened but refuses to get back together with ML because he wants to focus on his career growth (good for him).

    ML respects MC's wishes and promises to support and wait for him, which brings us to the current-- with the MC focusing on acting and stuff and keeping ML at arms length.

    Takucchi September 16, 2024 5:28 pm

    Scumbag ML redemption arc:

    Honestly? It's very lukewarm.

    After two years of torturing himself with drugs and depression, he agets his shit together after realizing MC really wants nothing to do with him anymore.

    He saves the MC multiple times on kidnapping and other accidents and shit and eventually improves his relationship with MC.

    He explains how he never received a call (during the accident), and that he was never treated as a replacement because he always loved him.

    The catch though why a LOT of people still continues to hate ML:

    When they were together in the past, ML decides what clothes the MC should wear, what he should eat, and always covers his eyes during sex, disregarding MC's requests and feelings.

    ML explains that the clothes were from his company, hence why he wanted the MC to wear them, and he thought MC liked the food because he was always happy when eating them, and he covers his eyes because he gets really shy and some reason like that.

    WHICH PISSES ME OFF BECAUSE THAT'S SO BULLSHIT??? The author just decided to sweep it all under the rug with that shitty explanation when the ML literally let his friends berate and mock MC previously and even explicitly called him a mere BOOTY CALL. Like what's the explanation in that huh, Author? Whatever, to summarize-- piece of shit ML that author covered up to say "it was all just a misunderstanding" was his "redemption arc", if you could even call it that I guess... ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

    LemonPyong September 17, 2024 12:06 am

    Oh shit…
    Very typical Chinese comic lol.

    What happened to the blonde bitch??

    LemonPyong September 17, 2024 12:07 am

    thank you for the summary!!
    This was so elaborate omgosh.
    The way you wrote the summary actually had me imagining every thing.
    So good thank youuuu

    Takucchi September 17, 2024 8:08 am
    Oh shit…Very typical Chinese comic lol.What happened to the blonde bitch?? LemonPyong

    After the incident with the "missed call", scum ML's pure lil bro was sus of the blonde bitch. They eventually investigated and blonde bitch being a bitch was eventually aired out.

    Turns out, even the incident when he "saved" ML was staged by blonde bitch so that ML would owe him.

    Blonde bitch tried to harm the MC, but ML saved him (typical) and bij now out of their lives for good.

    Takucchi September 17, 2024 8:15 am
    thank you for the summary!!This was so elaborate omgosh.The way you wrote the summary actually had me imagining every thing.So good thank youuuu LemonPyong

    You're welcome!

    Jessie February 11, 2025 1:41 pm
    To summarize: MC (white hair uke) was in a relationship with scumbag ML (black hair dumbass) for 5 years. ML treated him as a replacement for a childhood "sweetheart" all along and MC realized this was the case... Takucchi

    Thanks for the summary premise. I enjoy revisiting it when I can’t remember certain details

LemonPyong August 20, 2024 10:51 am

Obviously, sex, and anger inducing stories sell.
They purposefully make toxic tops and torture Ukes because the anger keeps the audience interested.
They want to see and know how it will end, or if the redemption arc is satisfying (which is mostly not).


Spoiler: he doesn’t get a satisfactory redemption arc.
Just your typical idiot bastard who starts acting all fluffy to make up for his sins.

But to be fair, in the novel, the Seme is not this idiotic.
He is smart and actually understood the pains he caused the Uke. He actually groveled and even gave up his own eyes for the Uke (aaand he stole someone else’s eye so fck him still), he got beaten up to the brink of death trying to keep Uke alive (still not a satisfactory redemption arc).

But damn, the manhua did him dirty, he looks stupid for no reason at all.
FAR from the novel.

Also, in the Novel, the Uke had absolutely no intentions to forgive him, even after reconciling, Uke was still harsh, cold, and uses mean words (slayyy) towards the Seme if I remember correctly.

But yeah, this adaptation is trash. Not worth reading.

    Mang-GAGO August 20, 2024 11:14 am

    i was so against reading the novel because i thought the ML would still be astronomically stupid lmao but im glad to see he at least had 5% more common sense.

    honestly if he already did not have a satisfying redemption arc in the novel, maybe he did not deserve one in the adaptation. maybe him being portrayed as the DUMBEST ML (and ive read and seen a LOT of Dumb MLs) is punishment lol.

    do u have any recommendations that are not bad manhuas?

LemonPyong August 11, 2024 1:11 pm

Even after knowing everything that happened to the Uke, his reactions are unsatisfactory.
It’s just my own preference.

The Seme looks so freaking stiff.
He can’t even offer a proper hug, or a proper verbal response, like this boy is nonchalant lol.

But anyway, so glad justice is served.

    Ochako August 11, 2024 4:07 pm

    Its the art, I think.. the art is kind of off proportions and kind of 2D...

LemonPyong July 22, 2024 2:11 am

She’s infuriating but fun to watch.
She’s so evil that it’s made her stupid hahahaha

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