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I hate what the Seme is doing, yes.
But remember, he started to change bit by bit.
But the fact that he thought Nakyum escaped made him revert to his sadistic tendencies again, mainly because he felt betrayed after finally being lenient.
He’s probably thinking that Nakyum used this opportunity to escape, and that’s probably the trigger point.
So if you need to be mad, be mad at the guy who made the order to kidnap Nakyum.
But to hell with Seungho still, Nakyum needs to breathe, and Seungho needs to suffer. Because at this point, no backstory/past trauma is enough to redeem and justify his actions.
He needs to have a taste of his ow medicine.
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I have developed a mind set that a friend of mine said was unhealthy.
Back in my first year as a college student, I was extremely overhyped and a bit flamboyant.
I often make jokes and was a real loudmouth.
But one of my older brother’s friend saw me, and he told my brother that “Your lil’ bro is gay”.
So ultimately, the news reached my parents, and I was called various names like “disgusting”.
I was shocked, it rendered me motionless.
I also denied it, but because of those words, I became an extreme people pleaser.
It got to the point that I told myself “If being gay is disgusting, then maybe I can please everyone by being an outstanding student, extremely well-liked, smart, kind and helpful.”
It felt fulfilling, and I always thought that somehow, all those good and right things, can definitely compensate to the “mistake” and “disgust” that I was referred as, which is being “gay”.
When I told my friend about this, she said that it’s not healthy, both mentally and physically.
The stress wore me down, I was so exhausted from pretending to be perfect, thinking that it would make me less disgusting as a gay person...
I don’t hate my parents, but those words really stuck to me, even to this day.
I am still a closeted gay.
Which is why I can sympathize with the Uke.
I’m scared to fall in love, even to have sex.
I feel like doing these things will tender me even more pf a mistake as what I was always told.
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This touched my heart omg, being gay is not disgusting and is completely normal, I’m so sorry your parents aren’t supportive of it, but there is a whole community who is willing to support a beautiful person like yourself! I’m writing this in hopes that you obtain a healthy mental state. Your mental health should be the first thing you please, fuck everyone else and what they think, keep your head up!
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Can someone please tell me what manga is used as a sample at Chapter 1 Cleaners recruitment page?
The top one.
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Um, do you mean this one?
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/dos_obake_ga_nekasetekurenai/
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The first story though.
It’s obvious that the Uke doesn’t like the Son.
He probably just used him to have the dad agree to the set up, because the Dad will never agree to have sex and date the Uke because his Son will get hurt.
The uke is more open and lustful towards the Dad too, and is shy and reluctant towards the Son.
Either way, great fap material.
After seeing the comments and the hate towards the Uke, I felt a genuine fear to open up.
I can empathize with the Uke so much.
He was just scared, and his roundabout way is a manifestation from countless heartbreaks.
He was simply putting up his guard to not fall into misery ones more.
It’s the same kind of fear that I (as a gay person) have for falling in love with straight men.
We don’t want to take their future away, or the fear of being left for the opposite sex.
I’m just glad that the Uke found someone like the Seme who was caring and understanding.
It takes the right person to mend another’s broken heart.
And that’s what we all deserve.
I completely agree, I for one could also empathise with the uke. As in, just imagine loving someone with your entire being, only to have your emotions crushed not once but two (or even more) times. So at that point, it becomes more of a subconscious thing. Thank you for opening up.
I agree with you so much