
Low key all these people acting like Sangwoo didn’t lie and break his heart. The poor guy was WORRIED SICK for his safety and all he gets is like “lol what if I DID fuck him?”. Bro I feel so bad. He literally loves him and can’t express it out of fear that sangwoo just sees him as an object T^T

Nope. He said "So what if I did" not "I fucked that guy" Not saying he's right to try and provoke Jaeyoung by saying stuff like that while drunk, but I feel like some readers are missing the part where Jaeyoung is also in the wrong.
Sangwoo didn't want this to happen. He was trying to get Jaeyoung's attention! Things just got out of hand unfortunately
They're both equally concerned about the future of their relationship. But, Jaeyoung isn't even ready to talk about it, it seems.

Ok but like sangwoo is hurt, by saying that he might be trying to distance himself from Jaeyoung so he won't get even more hurt when he leaves. He thinks things in a weird way and comes to the wrong conclusion, but, he's like black out drunk. I swear to God he wouldn't be able to walk properly much less talk reasonably to Jaeyoung. Like when you're drunk you don't understand what's going on and much less on that level. He might be talking out of his ass but Jaeyoung should at least recognize that and UNDERSTAND. They're both being so fucking weird it's jarring.
I have to say this was phenomenal !! I LOVE CONOR AND SIMON SO MUCH!! I also think it's so important that this story talks about homophobia and racism, even in a fictional place. It really adds a layer of reality and truth to being in a queer relationship that most stories prefer to gloss over, overlook, or not include. It's hard stuff to write about and portray well, so kudos to the author!! :)