I just wanted to share my difficulties in here cause I don't know how I will open this problem up especially if it's my parents.I just keep on losing interest in studying.It doesn't excite me anymore to the point that it makes me anxious if I didn't study at all.I don't have an inspiration or a concrete reason to study and I just want to keep myself burried inside the house,curling up on the bed and read something that might interest me.I don't know how I will motivate myself and it's so damn hard to study knowing that there's no one that would help me especially now that it's difficult to study online.Sometimes I think a scenario about myself jumping on the bridge if I failed the semester again.I just want to cry sometimes but I can't and it's too frustrating and I don't know what I'll do.
2021-05-21 14:47 marked
I just wanted to share my difficulties in here cause I don't know how I wil...