
I just love how tay is popular to the gays in the past. He always goes to a bar but he’s only interested in men. When ilay found out about this, he regretted not meeting tay earlier HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA. Tay was a top and was popular but not the type that would stand out but whenever they see Tay, they would say that if they’re looking for someone reliable and ‘to settle down’ popular guy, they would always point Tay. Even the other tops are interested in Tay but never really acted on it

My beautiful xinlu… take care of your eyes

Spoiler
One of it. It was because when tay went to the hospital to take the cast off (the one that’s on his ankle) xinlu was waiting outside and tay can’t do anything but to come with him ( i forgot but xinlu did something to the car he was using?) and the doctor says tay must not overuse or force his ankle but i think it would take tay 30 mins? Or hours (not sure) if he wanted to walk to go back then they went to a park or something like a night market and xinlu went somewhere to buy ( idk? A food?) but tay got kidnapped by the same men who imprisoned his older brother then i think ilay went after xinlu and was almost dead (he was thrown out of the sea? Was he) but gabel? What that the name of the other man there? He saved xinlu
Also Ilay wasn’t there that time (when he took the cast off) because of some business)

Apparently, that’s how xinlu always looks like ( i saw people who read the novel talking about it)
I just realise that we always sees xinlu from tay’s pov but now we saw what xinlu really looks like

From what I remember, they didn't really call him feminine, but cute, probably yes. The first time Tay saw Xinlu at the changing room, he glared angrily to Tay, that was actually the closest to his real personality, if you read that chapter again, although he did look like a twink, he still have sharper features, but the thing is Xinlu knows how to act cute. When he knows that's what Tay likes, he acted cute all the time, which blurred Tay's filter even more lol, but Xinlu's look right now really did change a lot
After reading the novel, I can’t stop yapping about this and the fact that Tay became popular as “Ilay’s lover”
Side story
Tay came back to the UNHRDO and everyone that knows him was like
“why are you here? Does that mean that that monster is here too?”
“We thought you were dead”
And that kim yeongpil?jeongpil? That bastard…
Who is kim yeongpil?
Tay's ex (JK JK ILAY DON'T KILL ME) colleagues when Tay served in military. The one who has beef with Tay and make Tay gotta leave military.
Omg huahua it’s youuuuuu
Jay from CG??????