Oh Lord, somehow I just feel like I'm re-watching hannibal... not only for the memory loss plot but the same feeling while reading, its so good but so frustraiting, confusing and I know waiting for next chapters will feel terrible!! I would rather not read it until its finished but I just cannot do that anymore T^T I need some answers...!
Reading this made me remember about when I was bullied... and I know shy people are like the target for bullies but I think bullying its more a matter of whether the person that is bulled let bullies mess up all they want.
Because when I was like 12 or 13 three guys at middle school were telling jokes about my name and they laugh about my weight which was ridiculous I was normal, not fat nor thin and at first I didn't care but then they started to do it a lot to the point it was really annoying and made me start to feel bad with my appearance.
At that time my both parents worked and I couldn't talk to them about this for their long shifts... so, I tried to talk to our teacher and he didn't care. Then I tried with the social worker and she told me that I was really lucky for being approached by three guys and that I should be thankful for being so popular because "it is common for boys to mess up the girl they like".
I was really pissed and still but I faced them in front of everyone, I started to replied every single shitty thing they said. I made fun of their looks and for the things I heard about their families and other things that I don't really remember because I said those without thinking too much but that made them feel exposed and look bad in front of the class.
I know people might think that is lower yourself to their level but I was tired of just being angry and not do something. I didn't had someone to relay on but all that made them stop and after that they avoided me whenever they could.
So, in my expirience everyone can stop bullying. You just need to be less coward to face them. Everytime they tried to let you down just don't be quiet, don't let that pass because they'll do it again and again. For that time I learn that bullies are more coward than you think. That's why they do it with someone shy because looks weaker than them.
Also, if bullying doesn't stop and you don't have someone besides you and feel like you cannot do it by yourself, well, call the police I cannot find another solution than that, they would be able to help more than teachers, friends or even parents. I would've done it if none of this had worked on me.
Yup - me too. I ignore them, but the taking my stuff is too much, so I'd chase them around for spectators to watch and laugh at, all while I was fuming with anger. they did worse things like dropping my bag from the 2nd floor, or reading my diary in front of everyone, or putting my pencil case on top of a high shelf, or rocking my chair hard as I tried to stay... Certainly, I wasn't hit or anything, but it was still awful. I stopped smiling, and stopped reacting at times, I even stopped trying go be friends with people. It was worse in 5th grade, when I would let them bully me because I wanted to be their friend... Big mistake. Thank goodness it's not like that anymore.
Is it me or his sister looks younger(?)
I'm pretty sure This is the past I think
nope she looks the same to me.
She looks younger to me too... And if this is the past... Then this explains why Jian yi says he hasn't met her before although we have like 3 chapter or so of proof... But I'm once again confused with the story line here if that's true... ┗( T﹏T )┛
this chapter just had a translation error so thats why you're confused. Jian yi and the sister already met (=・ω・=)