This is the most fucked up thing I’ve read, I’ve read torture in juujika no Rokunin and i was FINE this is just so sickening, I feel physically ill like my guts are spilling out. I’ve never felt so sick to my core reading/skipping because this just keeps getting worse and worse. It seriously makes me want to die but HOLY everytime the MC just thought abt it JUST JUMP IN THE WATER DUDE THATS YOUR ONLY OPTION BRO ITS NOT REALLY BUT THATS ONLY THING TOU CAN DO IN THAT MENTAL STATE ALSO IF YOU WANT TO RUN AWAY BE SMART ABOUT AND TRUST NOONEEEEEE. I cant do this anymore.I do want the satisfaction out of literally every other character brutally dying but holy the mental dread from reading this has me ripping my hair out of my head. I haven’t felt this sick reading something in a long time.