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I just read it all in one go till ch42 and honestly sasya has now right to feel mad.
I'm absolutely with Julian on this. As he said sasya stopped caring about karel all together till his literal death bed.like sure we saw how we sad and depressed and all but he never tried to communicate that karel.as in erasing karel from his life and mind so he wouldn't feel sad about the things that happened (he basically killed karel on his mind acted like karel was dead and not just away literally fighting for his life)
I understand why he made the decisions made for himself and how he wanted to pursue something he has always loved and thought of it as a one thing that wouldn't leave him but that means you have to live with the consequences of your selfish actions actions.
You don't get to leave your lover behind and act all pitiful when they don't want to hold you the same way
Bottom line poor karel deserves the whole world and beyond two faced assholes with narcissistic tendencies