No, I think it is wrong to like that sort of violence (ignore my reading/read lists). However, sometimes I do enjoy seeing villains/negative characters happy, depending on the circumstances? Not relating to BL at all, but that scene in Lookism where the girl that ran away from home and that crazy boy were sitting together on the roof, to me it made...... 1 reply
Had this for a solid half a year last year. No clue what made it go away, but getting regular adequate sleep -- and sleeping around 11 pm at the latest -- helped tremendously. Cannot overstate the benefits of good sleep. reply
Might be a result of meeting off a dating app? From what I've seen, the population there has more people like that. But that is by no means how all men are. If they make you uncomfortable, don't force yourself to keep talking to them. reply