
Does he really love him or is it misguided by trying to save him?

I think it's both of them... feelings are complicated. Kurose clearly has an obsession with "saving" people with OCD, but he probably also genuinely likes Shirotani, because he's beautiful and adorable... but his feelings are also selfish in the sense that he's forgetting to act as a doctor and work with his patient with gradual steps.... he's forcing Shirotani to be exposed to situations that shock him, confessing his feelings when he knows Shirotani doesn't know how to deal with those...
Chapters are too short