I cried so hard when her backstory was shown. I mean, what she did by neglecting her own son wasn't right, but I understand and pity her at the same time. She sacrificed herself for her family, was outcasted in her husband's household, and was alone and lonely. And all that lead to depression. Depression isn't easy. Yet no one understood her and no one was by her side. If only she had someone, then wouldn't things turn out good instead of bad?
Let's say, that position was really supposed to be yours. Things would have been okay if you reclaimed it in the RIGHT way. Not in the way where you have to hurt others just to get that position back. You had it coming the moment you decided to use villainous ways.