tbh yeah it's a pretty constant feeling for me, like even if I apparently might be fitting in I keep having a feeling that I'm completely inadequate so eventually I end up self isolating
4-5 hours, been trying to sleep at least 7 lately though cause I can't function with few hours of sleep at all so I'm working on my schedule
-when I'm home and I'm bored I start walking back and forth in the house doing the weirdest walks ever, or walk in circles around a forniture until I get tired and go back to my room
-go out alone when it's dark and take a stroll in my town while having videogame town music in my headphones and pretend I'm just an NPC with a meaningless happy life......
no actually why is this so true, goes for women as well glasses are just simply superior
called my brother piece of shit once out of anger when I was 9 and my whole family made sure I'd regret that forever so now I'm just scared to let the wrong words out when I am angry I'd rather just go silent and talk abt things later
happy this is back but I forgot what it is about just sticking cause of the good art
I used to know this precious old man at my moms old job and I would go there with her as a kid, first time he saw me we talked together and he liked me so much he started to secretly make me take his savings and a lucky charm his sister gave him years back (which I still have it with me hidden)
He was simply such a pure and kind person that I loved......
was a professional photographer and now I work in a completely different field and have lost my faith in the government. don't follow your dreams kids
Im feeling so nostalgic looking thru my old work so here's more
when i shot for the Juno's/a City & Colour concert
ETA: ok saw ppl cat posting too so here's my child in a wig
I want something relaxing please drop your best photography please
08 02,2024
every interaction they have is literally so precious
no way I got sad over a blob WHY DID IT HAVE TO GO TOO CHU WAS TOO CUTE
Definetly houseki no kuni, I'd sell my soul to read this again for the first time
Yeah, let's for a change drop manga/manhwa/manhua/books that so deeply affected you that you couldn't forget it for days or weeks or even months. And yk I have to do this, but if any of you are interested y'all are free to join us at BLACKOUT as well. No one is being forced to join, and you can even ignore this part and focus on the first part of......
01 02,2024