Akiruichi's Things

I saw the cover page for finder vol 13 and I like it.

Am I the only one that notices that when it's a holiday that's towards minorities you get an ad at the beginning and towards the end of that holiday
For example black history month I had an ad the 1st day it begun and the last 2 days, that was all, throughout the whole month k got stupid tiktok or Facebook ads. That was the same thing for Pride month and for women month.
But for independence day I've had ads since June about it. The same thing also happened for president day

And also some of the ads that are being recommended to me makes no sense and goes against everything that I watch
For example: last week I had an ad of these two ladies talking about their freedom to own a gun and to sign a petition, while I strongly believe we should have a gun regulation law for gun controls.

Most of the things I watch are lgbtqia+, POC contents and POC shows and dramas and I still get ads that targets hates towards anything I watch.

So I wanted to know if I'm the only one
or is it that YouTube just hates me cause I reported youtube rewind as harmful and dangerous acts

I'm sorry if it doesn't make sense, I'm still iffy with the English language

I've never read a single word of any of them, I just press agree yo all terms and conditions
I could have already signed away my life without even knowing it

how do you tell your afro-caribbean mom you wanna drop out of university, because you realize that it ain't for you and a waste of money (I just paid 15k for 2 semesters), while I could literally just go to trade school or just get 3 part time jobs?

I dont get transphobics, homophobic, racist and bigots
My things is like why is it your business what's downstairs on a person. We all use the bathroom we just go in and we go out, we don't go checking other ppl's private parts while in there, so what's the big deal in wanting to know what's downstairs on a person (the bathroom argument makes absolutely no sense to me).
Why is it your business where who's pp is going where and in who's mouth, same with vgg.
Do ppl automatically forget that everyone has a type and they won't fuck just anything or body just because of their sexual preferences.
I find it really fucking sad that a lot of lgbtqia+ kids, teens and adults alike are being bullied and hunted because of their preferences. Ppl always argues it's to protect the kids and shit, but turns around and bullies, torture or even end one's life because of their preferences is really sick. How can you justify that or live with yourself knowing their blood is in your hands.
POC doesn't choose their race, nationality or ethnicity, so why is it that we are discriminated or looked down upon, if we're going to be honest a lot of countries, cities and even islands are build on the back of poc, instead of treating them with respect and equally, ppl choose to treat us like we're a mutation or a disease.
Im just tired at this point when will this all ends, will it ever. I know we're making progress, but it's still not fast enough to save those lives that are in danger on those who has all the power over them.
Outsiders words don't hurt me as much as my family's words, but I'm just tired of hiding who I am and being trapped in this cage that I know I won't be able to escape until I'm independent, even if I were to there's still that danger of being hunted for something I can't control.