all taichi wants is nao's happiness but he didn't realize nao was already happy with him until someone else comes in the picture. The meeting with his mother is opened his old scars and made him question everything, he saw how good is nao with kids and how a good father he would be and how it's not something he could give to him the way he did things was wrong but what he wanted was a good thing he wanted to put nao at the first. I hope they will have a good talk and fix their problems.
And about nishina since the very beginning I didn't like him and I still don't and yes the main reason is he try to come between nao and taichi but one of reason is at the first he told to nao a relationship between two man wouldn't work and always have an end I know he said it because of his partner cheated him but still he wasn't believing and why he keep try to be close to nao when he perfectly knows he is in love with someone else? I don't like that type of characters but I still do wish he would have his own stroy and find his happiness but not with nao
saying "I" was what taichi did wrong he didn't speak what he really thinks, he didn't said he wanted a distance between them because of he wished nao the best I'm not saying taichi isn't at fault at all but he was only thinking of nao he thought it was the best and now he realized his mistake plus I know it's not something only gay couples have that kind of problems but you know they have it tough
I'm about to cry, it makes me so sad to Momo like that but I'm glad he told Yata everything he has been keeping to himself, I'm glad he cried out of his eyes although it was painful to see for me. I'm glad he has he finally blow up. I hope everything will be better for Momo but since it's Harada, we're reading, you can't expect too much happiness.
Plush with each chapter I'm loving Momo and Tara's relationship even more, I wasn't actually happy to see volume 2 and all pain makes this hard to read for me but I'm happy to see their relationship becomes stronger.
I don't have a sympathy for the mother but I can understand why she didn't love him or she didn't project him. Giving birth to your rapist's child probably destroyed her. Everytime she looked his face, she probably saw some similarities with them. She even could want to Momo suffer like her, taste how it feels like to someone touching you against your will, she even could thought of her getting revenge from her rapist like that. Again I don't have a sympathy for her, she's a bad mother for sure but before she is a mother, she is a human and she is a broken one.. I think it wasn't like she didn't love/project him, she just could not.
For Momo I don't even have word anymore, the moment he start to feel happy, loved and even made a friend, his mother show up and ruined everything. But I hope this will make him even stronger and won't be suffer anymore than this. I want to believe he will be fine because someone like Yata is next to him.
I think she may feel guilt about this and is trying to reconnect (badly, epic fail). She is the older one who did wrong: she has to keep her composure and be humble.
As far as rape-child and keeping him: The minute she decided to keep him is the minute she had to decide to get unbroken and be kind to the child. If you can't, give him up. No sympathy if you turn into a monster. And quite frankly, what she did to her kid is worse than what the rapist did to her. Letting your son get gangraped makes you a monster 100 x worse than the rapist.
There are raped women who love their children of rape. Some give them up. No one forced her to keep the child. She made that decision. Bad decision. It's on her.
I do feel the same, I think she come to repair things she broke but momo's behavior made her angry and said things she should have not and runied everything one more time.
The thing is we still do not know if it was her decision to give birth, maybe it wasn't and she was have to, plus pregnancy is alone something hard and many women has depression after birth, sometimes they just can not love their kids without even something like rape tho. I'm not saying she is not at fault what she did to momo is unforgivable, letting a child (forget about the fact he is her child) get gangraped is unforgivable. I know and I'm not try to say it is. But seems like she was not mentally ready to have a child. Again I'm not try to say it's not her fault bc it's but there is two sides.
I feel like uke wanted to seme to get mad and jealous when he told him he got a boyfriend and even told him to broke with his lover but when seme didn't do it he broke things with him because the boyfriend did and when he saw seme after a year and moving on he wanted to ruin things for him. I feel like they both have an obsession for each other and also love each other but can't admit
I think you pinpointed it !