
when second volume is started I was like "oh no" because I didn't want to see momo to suffer more and knowing harada I was sure there would be more drama but we got such a great volume without an actual drama, this volume made everything much better for both of them and I'm so happy to see momo that happy. Can't help but want another volume to see more of their happiness

tbh y'all are too damn hard on hyunwoo!!! I really don't understand why y'all hating on that much I mean what he did other than rejecting love confession from someone that he always see as a close friend and nothing more? you can't suddenly develop feelings for someone just because they're in love with you and he was already in love with someone else??
Like I really wonder what y'all would if you was in his shoes?? and be honest pls

Yes, i agree with you. IMO, hyunwoo is so obviously straight its not funny, the only scene so far that gives me even a sliver of hope that hyunwoo might end up as subin's seme is in ch 13 when he's imagining subin as a girl, which is still very hetero of him... Personally, i don't think subin and hyunwoo had sex that night, the scene is literally tailored to make you think that which makes it suspicious to me and if you think about it the scene can be explained: Subin had been being a drunken pain in the ass for hyunwoo so he called the red head guy who usually takes care of drunk subin only to find the red head gets drunk too. Hyunwoo buys a hotel room for the night, this is all we know for fact. I believe that Hyunwoo ended up calling/texting the manager guy at some point to get subin out of his hair because he assumes they have an intimate relationship based on the texts from the manager to subin that hyunwoo saw on subin's phone, drunk subin ends up talking about his unrequited love and the manager falls in love with subin which leads to sex and the manager later bringing subin back to their (hyunwoo/subin's) hotel room where either he lays subin on the bed next to hyunwoo or hyunwoo answers the door and brings subin to bed. They're in a hotel room so there is only one bed which explains them sleeping together, in this scenario subin just got fucked so he's naked when he goes to sleep on the bed and the signs of sex and since they're in a hotel room it isn't weird for there to be condoms available as this is a manga and what hotel in a manga doesn't have condoms? Hyunwoo being naked is a mystery, but it could be for any reason such as him sleeping in the nude, assuming they had sex makes no sense to me. The manager seems like a crude/jealous seme, so i could see him not having cleaned up subin after the sex to spite him for calling hyunwoo's name during sex, especially if he did put subin in bed himself as he'd be laying the just-fucked subin next to hyunwoo in bed, kinda like staking a claim? It makes more sense for me that the two gay men had sex rather than the gay man and straight man, especially since the manager is interested in subin.

this is cute and all but I can't understand the logic of uke sleeping with another man although he said he never stopped loving seme and even he was stalking him for so long :/
it's not just for this too, I just can't understand and seems fake when someone says they always loved that one person but also slept with others.

He was trying to get over Kawasaki(so he went out with that man) but in the end he couldn't so he found himself staking him.
This was bittersweet since they could have avoided all this pain and could have been together a long time ago, had they just communicated each other feelings towards each other but went the roundabout way it instead

If the person inlove thinks they have zero chances or that their love is 100% unrequited, what else are they supposed to do? Become a celibate priest or sth?

that was how I also thought but didn't see he start to stalking him before the man? I thought he dated with that man before he start to stalking him but that fight between uke and that man happened around chap 3-4 and it was only a few days ago so was he still seeing him although he was stalking him, is the question I wonder but either way is fine
ikr? if they had that talk early they wouldn't suffer that much

what is not what I mean?? of course you would try to get over them, what I mean is, if that person ever gets together with their love, but that person shouldn't act like they only loved that person, and they were only one person them either because it cleary wasn't so they literally can't throw all the other people they sleep or go out, they might not love them as much as they loved that person but more or less they had something

okay I'm not try to excuse his actions but living in a society where if you are not an alpha most of people won't show respect you or no matter how hard you work, an alpha can take the position he worked hard to get, your lover can choose an alpha over you bc social position somehow I can understand why he feels like that and it's not only about jealousy tbh

And from what I understood, his parents were alphas too (as a kid he heard people saying "he's the only beta", "swapped at birth" etc). He has a lot of self-hatred which he seems mostly to have turned outwards previously - now it's started turning inwards more strongly, hence wanting to die. His family seemed quite nice though, and overall he certainly didn't deal with his issues well. And no excuse for hurting other people in an even weaker, more exploited position than himself.

I know right? his family seems like nice people and his brother were nice one as well but it only made me him feel even worse, seeing his brother being better than him at everything broke his pride as a big brother, plus their neighors are even was talking like him not being real sons of his parents, it probably left a scar on him as well, of course no one of these are giving him a reason for his actions but yes I can understand him.
honestly I'm very surprised to see how many people are wants noburu and hayato to be together when hayato is clearly in love with souma and wants to be with him and not to mention their relationship wouldn't be good for both of them? no matter what kind of development, you can't act like the past didn't happen and noburu almost died because of hayato, yes he didn't mean, and isn't at really fault but it doesn't change the fact, and no matter what hayato will always feel quilty about it. a relationship with such a guilt wouldn't work imo
yes souma and hayato has problems as well, but these aren't big as or impossible to solve, they just need to be honest with each other. they both love each other after all.