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My tears just started falling while reading Insung's pov, and it won't stop dammit.

The emperor is actually good, but he has some shit to deal with, that's why he's acting like an asshole

The comments, istg. Ya'll just focus on one person's pov and quickly jump to conclusions. I mean if you had a crush on someone with the same gender, but we're scared to tell, and then you find their good with it but, now they're dating someone, won't you also feel devastated? I mean, I guess it's okay to conclude but don't act rash. You'll hate him just because of that? He didn't even do anything wrong. I'm not dictating y'all what to do but maybe try looking at each person's pov.

I feel bad for Yijun, I also don't know why so don't ask me. I hope he gets treatment, and become a better human being. I also hope that maybe, just maybe, Yijun will help Yul and Luan to get away from his dad's schemes.

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This is a long one hshshs

An incident planned by the Emperor and the king’s wife resulted in Shen Yu falling into a ravine and was found by the Emperor. They spent the night in a cave and the Emperor was smitten by Shen Yu. He couldn’t help but kissed him. The next morning, the King of Zhenbei saw both of them coming out from the cave and got super jealous. Thereafter, Shen Yu lost favour and their relationship was a downward spiral.

By now, Shen Yu was already deeply in love with the King, but the king ignored him and even took in another male concubine (HongLian, who later became General Song’s partner). It was heart breaking when Shen Yu saw shadows and moans of them having sex.

Shen Yu worked as a slave in the household and eventually told the king he’s leaving the household to look for his mother. But he learnt that his mother was taken away by someone...

Shen Yu was later kidnapped by the King’s vicious wife who hired a few burly men to rape him, only to be raped by the men instead, thanks to HongLian. Haha.. Good riddance! The King’s new male concubine, HongLian saved Shen Yu and the latter took refuge from the Emperor.

The Emperor was jealous that the King had such a beautiful concubine Shen Yu and wanted Shen Yu for himself. Yet, the King wanted to divorce his vicious sister. As a result, their relationship soured and the Emperor planned to remove power from the King. This led to a rebellion by the King who was later captured and was imprisoned by the Emperor. Shen Yu met the King in prison and asked for the whereabouts of his mother but the king refused to say and instead raped Shen Yu in prison. That day, the King managed to escape from prison and eventually succeeded in overthrowing the Emperor and became the new Emperor of DaJing.

Shen Yu went to find his mother but he was a step too late when his mom was killed during the chaos. He fainted and was looked after by the new Emperor.

The death of his mother devastated Shen Yu that he no longer felt the love for Jun XuanXiao. There was a lot of angst between the couple and now JXX wanted Shen Yu to stay by his side. Shen Yu only wanted to be free and he hated and feared to be with JXX.

An incident caused the King to give “poison” to Shen Yu. The king was devastated when Shen Yu downed the poison. It was not a real death because their doctor friend, Bian ShiSi gave Shen Yu a pill to pretend to be dead, unknown to the couple.

JXX finally realised his mistakes and that Shen Yu was the only thing he cared about in this world. But he’s gone. The doctor friend revived Shen Yu who started to talk a little. After awakening from his false death, Shen Yu started a new episode of life.

Subsequently, Shen Yu left JXX to look for his Chu Family. JXX wanted to be near Shen Yu but was afraid to be rejected by him. Thus he followed Shen Yu as his bodyguard masquerading his face with a ghost mask to hide his identity. He also pretended to be mute.

Now we have a role reversal! Shen Yu talks a lot whilst JXX is now a mute!!!! They spent time in the Chu family and Shen Yu was attracted to his mute bodyguard. Somehow a part of JXX in his memory was sealed off after his awakening from his “false death”.

After almost falling off the horse and saved by JXX, Shen Yu finally remembered his ex-husband. He suspected and was almost sure his masked bodyguard was JXX.

An unexpected attack by the Huns on the Chus which sent the couple to run for their lives finally reconciled them. That day, Shen Yu was about to marry his cousin Chu Ling to carry on his family line. But the Xiong Nu /Huns attacked and JXX came to his rescue. JXX promised to assist the Chu with his ZhenBei army if Chu Ling exchanged it with the mpreg pills. Thereafter JXX was injured severely and finally revealed to Shen Yu his identity. He tied Shen Yu on the horseback and told him to ride to the north to get assistance from his army and General Song Qing.

Eventually the Huns were subdued and the Chu family was saved and the couple had an ultra sweet happy ending. Too sweet, I was almost going to have diabetes!

There is even mpreg in this novel whereby Shen Yu got pregnant.

I just felt the change in JXX towards the end is unrealistically sweet and cheeky, it’s so unlike his initial character. But things change and people change through major life-changing events. Even Shen Yu became very talkative and bubbly, confident and intelligent and enjoyed reading ministers’ reports.