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Early on Seunghyuk mentions that he doesn't remember who he lost his virginity to, that "at the time [he] was a little..." and then trails off... I'm assuming the implication is that he lost his virginity shortly following his grandmother's death bcus he was so out of it/needing company but it's a shame that it never came back up again/got closure.