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I’m on chapter 37 and debating whether or not to continue reading. This story took a turn I was very much not expecting and I was like, ok I’ll live with it, and the I saw that there’s like 90 more chapters to go and it’s not even done and... fuck idk
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the pregnancy and marriage feels so out of left field. The concept of the MC (Hwa Gok?) being a “female” werewolf and being able to get pregnant, the fact that he’s getting pregnant and they’re engaged for whatever for what feels like less than a month of them knowing each other, especially considering the relationship started off as unhealthy and the MC is literally being victim blamed for the ‘blood link’ occurring and reliant on the LI to survive.
Like, IDK what happens in the next 90+ chapters but currently it feels like the story has no pacing and they’re rushing through plot point after plot point with some sex scenes thrown in.
Does it get better/slow down and have better pacing? Does it have such a heavy focus on pregnancy in the later chapters? Mpreg is a borderline trigger/very upsetting to me (as a trans man)
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god idk how this story has such high ratings -- this is gonna get a lot of downvotes but this story feels painfully fetishizing of mlm and romanticizing of abuse. christ. please dont look to this couple as "what you want in a relationship" they are so unhealthy.
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I’m pretty sure none actually want a relationship like this, I mean I hell don’t but I sure do want the sweet parts. Idk honestly almost all BL is fetishizing in it’s own way, there almost never is a perfect good/right/correct one, but since our lives are so boring I got into this and honestly I just enjoyed it. Clearly I didn’t enjoy all the rape/abuse/sexual harassment/plus more... side of the story but it added to plot. People that read Bl/Gl in the kinky form can’t really justify themselves even if there are part of LGBT in my opinion, we all just ducked up. I mean some are sweet and cute without much wrong in it so i can say some are fine.
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Oh my GODD i was really hoping seme would be like “no chung you’re too traumatized let’s just cuddle ok” because he clearly, in the previous chapter, is so fucked up from his repeated rape and abuse that he thinks he needs to throw his emotions aside to sexually please his partner like... god. It’s dubiously consensual at best bcus Chung is not in the right state of mind, as the previous chapter showed us.
I expected it bcus it’s so fuckin common but I’m still disappointed.
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well... keep in mind he's also worried that his seme wont want him anymore. he's scared he doesn't want him. obvious he was saying no at one point, and the uke is getting worried, saying "why wont you?" the way hes saying it is almost like a "do you not want me? do you not love me the same anymore?" and i think thats why he has sex with him, and now hes trying to comfort him. hes showing him he cares, and the seme wants him to know he still wants him and wants him.
he's being as careful as he can with his mental health, too. i see nothing wrong with it. im looking forward to sweet, happy, cuddle-ish sex. reassuring happy sex is so cute and he needs it
The author just speedran stockholm syndrome and all of their fetishes, lmao.