
“don’t smile in front of anyone but me” is. is this supposed to be romantic.
i mean like admittedly i do hate the way so many stories portray abusive tendencies or sexual assault as cute romantic things completely genuinely.
moral policing would be me saying “you aren’t allowed to like this” “anyone who likes this is a bad person” “the author shouldn’t be allowed to write this” etc.
if you think any criticism of this nature is moral policing you really need to take a step back.
I appreciate the clarification! That’s good to know.
I have a lot of problems with Ash’s behavior throughout the story tbh.
The main story culminating in a scene where Lyle is begging him to stop while Ash brutally forces him (and reveals he was actually in his right mind during his rut/was in control and knowingly forcing lyle) kind of ruined it for me, so I was hoping the side chapters were better, and this rubbed me the wrong way.
But I’m glad this is not, uh, the case here/just supposed to be lighthearted!
that is the scene. lyle spends most of it either asking ash to wait or stop, ash fucking him unconscious multiple times, and then knots him while lyle screams that it hurts (and then lyle faints shortly afterward). afterwards ash clarified that he not only meant everything he said (which would, unfortunately, most certainly include lyle begging to stop) but also that he had no regrets knotting lyle/fully intended to.
I have a feeling he is literally going to just sleep in the same bed but still!!! Progress!!!!!!
I’m curious where his memory starts like. Does it start when we see him in the prologue? Bcus he remembered enough to be like “I’ve always wanted to live in a house like this!”