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To anyone who keeps saying Sooyoung has becoming a mindless, boring fuck toy -- are we reading the same story? Or maybe y'all are just skimming through it for the sex scenes. Because in my eyes Sooyoung still has total free will to do whatever he wants, and he's actively using it. From the beginning he's flexed his rebellious and strong-willed personality by 1) telling Taeseung he'd rather work than sell his body (this is before feelings were involved) 2) becoming a bodyguard when Taeseung told him he didn't have to work at all 3) choosing to fight back against Kang Il when he was already knocked down (and getting stabbed in the process) 4) snooping around TS's office and choosing to pursue the missing person on his own (SPOILERS) 5) choosing to meet up with Donghyun and go to the construction site knowing it could be dangerous. And during sex he has that mindless, ahegao look because he's having SEX -- outside of sex he's his normal self and isn't some kind of himbo sex-addict with a ball and chain locked up in TS's apartment.

And for people who are positioning the rough TS/SY sex as rape -- knowing how physically strong SY is and how he fought back against Taeseung (in the beginning), Jisung, bodyguards, and Kang Il (dude was a BOXER remember?) has it ever occured to y'all that if he really did hate the sex and want it to stop he would've physically retaliated like he did with Jisung in the beginning of the story? There's clearly a difference between SY's spoken dialogue and his actual thoughts when they have sex and the latter implies that SY is a closet masochist who's too stubborn to admit that he enjoys the rough sex. You can see he's never once tried to push TS away when they're fucking. And yeah their aftercare is lacking and a safeword would be great to have but they're not that kind of couple who will clearly lay ground rules like that -- their communication needs a LOT of work for sure...I mean look how stubborn SY was just trying to admit to TS that he was jealous of Yawon. Now I'm not saying TS is a saint nor am I trying to defend him -- he's a manipulative bastard and unhealthily possessive, but I'm tired of seeing people misconstrue Sooyoung's personality and think that he's some delicate flower child that isn't equipped to be with someone like TS. Sure he can ditch TS and be single, but this is BL and TS is still positioned to be his endgame (unless it ends in tragedy).

Lastly regarding the situation with the uncle, I feel like there's more backstory we haven't seen yet that will reveal WHY Taeseung has been lying about not knowing him, considering TS and SY supposedly knew each other in high school (maybe TS remembers and SY forgot). If TS did kill SY's uncle then WHY? Was the uncle actually a piece of shit that did shady things behind SY's back? Did TS mistaken the uncle as SY's father when he went to collect his debt? Or was it ultimately an accident and the uncle was caught in the crossfire of something? There's just a lot of judgment calls happening when we don't understand the full picture yet...

FYI for those following the Korean chapters — now raws this week due to unknown circumstances from the author. Not sure how long the break will be.

A rather short one because a lot of this is visually self-explanatory.

Opens with Minhyuk confronting the senator dude and killing all of the henchmen. When he confronts the senator Minhyuk tells him to do as he says.

Then Taeseung arrives with Sangchul one of the henchmen report that there appears to have been an accident at the construction site while the senator was trying to cover up his scandal. TS sees the barrel with hair sticking out and clothes and orders the henchman to immediately dig it up.

Cut to Minhyuk getting out of the shower. He notices Sooyoung is waking up and tells him that he has a fever and needs to take medicine. Sooyoung asks who is it and where is he (he apparently can't see because injuries) and Minhyuk says it's him and that it'll be okay now. SY is mumbling that he needs to go back (to the construction site) but MH says he needs to take medicine and sleep and starts holding SY down so he won't hurt himself. SY says he doesn't like this and to let go of him but then notices MH's arm is bleeding. MH thinks [he's worried about me even though he has a bloody face...] and jokes that yes he's bleeding and it hurts so SY should stay still. He then asks if SY still wants his medicine and feeds it to him by mouth. End chapter.

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Sooooooooo this is exactly what I feared was going to happen. If Minhyuk takes advantage of Sooyoung AGAIN while he's barely conscious there is absolutely no hope for his redemption. I'm not a fan of love triangles so I hope this remains one-sided if MH does something more than force-feed medicine. Although I'm gonna pray that SY falls back asleep in the next chapter and MH leaves him the fuck alone. As for what Taeseung is gonna do, I think SC might call MH and ask for his whereabouts and infer that he has SY from there and TS will go pick him up. And if MH does nothing to SY but nurse him back to health then I can see him getting on TS's good side and being able to position himself as someone more reliable/trustworthy (which would make him a more dangerous mole). Ooooor idk the author can make them fuck just to appease all the MH stans and SY won't remember anything again :/

Why tf is everyone honing in on the milk dialogue in this chapter lmao. Like I thought it was endearing and it played with the master/puppy analogy they've been running since day 1. If you're disturbed by the analogy I'm gonna have to warn you now to NOT read the next few chapters because the master/puppy dialogues and play ain't stopping. Also we're almost 50 chapters in and people are NOW starting to kinkshame this series?

Anyways I personally enjoyed this chapter because I'm soft for gentle hand caressing and Taeseung being more submissive by letting Sooyoung pat his head and addressing him at a lower angle. You know this man is whipped for SY and will absolutely go to lengths to keep him by his side (even though it's through not-so-wholesome means). I would love to see more of these soft moments in the future.

Since someone already posted the summary I'm gonna avoid being redundant and just post my thoughts instead (●'◡'●)ﾉ

Yup, NOT surprised that Sooyoung is getting thrashed again from getting caught, but geez I feel so sorry for him. Dude just recovered from a knife wound and battery only to get beaten up even more, shoved in an oil barrel and forced to suck dick :((( I had a feeling Minhyuk was going to save him though, if only because Donghyun was able to contact him. However I REALLY REALLY hope that if MH brings SY back to his place or something MH won't take advantage of SY like last time and will just let the dude rest. Also y'all know Taeseung is gonna have that senator on the chopping block once he gets wind of what he did to SY. (〜￣△￣)〜

Sooooo I THOUGHT the next chapter wasn't gonna be out til 5/11, but looks like it came out today instead so here we go (I assume this is when the new 10-day schedule starts). No sex in this one, we're getting ramped up to some more plot and drama instead!!


SPOILERS BELOW


After Taeseung leaves the house Sooyoung gets a call from Donghyun asking where he's been and when he hears SY's hoarse voice and SY stumbling out of bed he asks if he should call later (about visiting the construction site). Meanwhile SY sees a note from TS (reads 'I'm returning back to you') with the coin that SY gave him and tells DH that it's fine and that he's leaving now. His inner monologue says that he's putting his trust in TS and that he'll be back soon without getting hurt.

Cut to TS meeting up with Sangchul. SC reports that Kang Il has been moved (probs dead) and that he wants to live a quiet life from now on. He hopes TS doesn't regret this considering him and Kang-Il used to be friends. TS responds that there had to be consequences for his actions and doesn't understand why SC is feeling uneasy about it. SC then says that whenever SY is involved it seems like TS always ends things in a bloodbath without even realizing it. He then asks if SY is truly just TS's 'dog' and if TS is more concerned about SY than he is about himself. The next couple of panels I couldn't fully translate — something about the status of an organization ran by a Park Sanbaek and then TS telling SC to get rid of the body (Kang Il's?). TS also mentions that Yawon's visit wasn't just because she missed TS or SC, there's definitely more to it and that things are def heating up, and then some dialogue about knowing who the mole is (I THINK) and that TS wants SC to deal with it. Before SC can respond TS gets a call and we cut back to SY and DH.

SY and DH are at the construction site to look for Jihoon (the missing host that was choked to death by the senator dude) and DH notices that SY looks a bit beat up after seeing TS last night and thinks that he should definitely tell SY what he knows about TS soon. As they get further into the site they notice a trap door underneath a container and DH says there's gotta be something hiding underneath, possibly drugs. SY starts feeling uneasy and thinks about TS telling him he wasn't hiding anything, and gets frustrated when he remembers TS's surprised expression and that TS still won't tell him anything. Once SY and DH open the trap door they see the suitcase and DH immediately notices a horrible smell coming from it and some hair sticking out.

Before they can do anymore investigating the senator dude appears and they end up having to hide behind the containers. The next few panels is just the senator asking about the status of the body and also ranting about the Mayor's dealings with his own group of gangsters (Taeseung) and expressing a lot of animosity toward him and wanting to fuck him over. Then as things get quiet Donghyun wonders if the crowd is gone only to get caught in the end by one of the bodyguards.

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Yo Sooyoung is literally a danger magnet I CANNOT. Literally everytime he says "I'll be safe" he ends up getting caught up in shit like this my poor bby. My prediction on how he'll get out of this is he'll be taken hostage but saved by Minhyuk who has footage of himself fucking the senator that he could use as blackmail if the senator doesn't let SY go OR Taeseung is already on his way to the construction site and will save SY before any bad shit goes down. Side note: I'm really enjoying the SY/DH camaraderie and hope it becomes an actual friendship and that DH gets more screentime (preferably with Minhyuk)

The artist is officially moving to a 10-day release schedule to take care of her health so the next chapter will be out 5/11 (and then 10 days after that from then on). Not sure if this is the same for the English version but I would expect the delay to catch up once the chapters are caught up.

Yo I got so invested in this story that I ended up buying both volumes of the raws (there's 13 chapters total) on amazon jp to get ahead. All I gotta say is prepare for a rollercoaster of feels and drama and of course immaculate sex scenes. (づ￣ ³￣)づ

This chapter is just one big sex marathon lol (with a TW). ╮(￣▽￣)╭

SPOILERS:



(Warning: contains peeing/squirting(?) )

In the beginning of the chap Taeseung continues to drive deep into Sooyoung while pushing on his stomach — SY tells him to stop because something is going to come out and feels scared. TS keeps pushing and tells him to let it out and SY starts peeing himself when he comes and his inner monologue is basically just "I'm feeling strange, I'm scared". This whole time TS continues referring SY as his puppy and that he needs to move his puppy to somewhere more comfortable to pee. While TS navigates SY to the toilet SY keeps feeling scared and that he needs to hold it in, and when he turns to TS TS asks if he wants a kiss and kisses him while pressing on his stomach again and fucking him deep. SY keeps asking TS to stop because he'll pee again and cries that he doesn't want to pee, but TS keeps going and then SY cums again while peeing. After he cums TS says "You don't like it? But you let it out so well. Are you shy?" SY responds "When you press it like that it keeps coming out...I'm ashamed...I don't like it". TS replies back "Puppies can pee anywhere, why are you so ashamed?" and tells him that "It's okay, it's okay".

The next several panels of the next sex scene is basically all SY moans interspersed with SY saying "I can't" or "Stop". As TS grabs SY's dick he says "You're excited...it keeps coming out...I wonder how much more will come out" and SY repeats "It's not coming out" in response but TS goes down on him anyways and surprise, SY cums again. TS is like "Look...there's still more" when he spits out his cum and SY's inner thoughts is [How many times have I cum...I don't know...I'm tired...I feel like I'm dying]. As SY clings onto TS his thoughts continue, [How long are we going to continue doing this? All I can do is hold on...]. Meanwhile this whole time TS keeps saying "It's okay, it's okay" while holding him tightly.

As SY continues to cling to TS he notices scars on TS's back and thinks [These scars...I've never noticed them because of his tattoos...how did he get them?] And as their sex session winds down to an end he thinks [I wish you could tell me more about them...There are so many things I don't know about you...I just...want to know more about you...]

Cut to post-sex — while SY is knocked out TS gets a call from Sangchul and TS says he'll be over right away. End of chapter.

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A part of me feels bad that SY was absolutely wrung out like that in their sex session, but as usual we get context that even though SY vocally says "stop" and "I don't like it" a lot we find out his inner thoughts align more to feeling "strange" and "weird" and ultimately his focus shifts to wanting to know more about TS to feel more connected to him.

I legit want to motorboat his chest...How can this dude be so THICC??? Σ(っ°Д °;)っ also blows my mind that he's able to fit SO much stuff up there...pretty sure I'd short circuit and die if I had 10 vibes up my ANYTHING