arcticxs June 20, 2021 4:33 pm

This one is another emotionally charged chapter, mostly coming from Taeseung and his unbridled anger over finding Sooyoung. Some plot things I'm not happy about but we'll see how the author sets it up.

Chapter continues from Taeseung questioning Senator Jeong. We get a quick flashback to Minhyuk specifically telling the senator to tell anyone who asks that Sooyoung is dead and that he's buried in one of the barrels. He blackmails the senator to do this or else he'll release their sex tape to the press. The senator tells TS that SY is dead and that he killed him, but then TS starts questioning him about how SY died -- how was he killed, what his last words are, etc. He obviously doesn't believe SY could be killed by someone like the senator and proceeds to call the senator's daughter on his phone. The daughter is distraught hearing her father being tortured only to start having people come for her as well -- TS threatens the senator using his daughter, saying that he'll cut off her limbs and present them to the senator himself if he doesn't start talking. Finally after more threats the senator gives in and tells TS that he'll tell him who took SY and all the details surrounding it.

Now we cut to what appears to be either a dream or a flashback (I think it's a dream) -- SY is thinking that his body feels hot, it hurts a lot, and that he needs to get up leave this place. Then we cut again to Minhyuk on a call with a President Joo -- he's reporting on Mayor Kim's movements and that he has everything under control, even if another organization were to interfere. I think this scene solidifies that he's the mole and he's reporting to someone with the surname Joo. Anyway after his call ends he notices SY limping out and asks if he's okay since he had so many bruises. He immediately thinks that he needs to lie to SY about why they're here together and decides to tell SY that they're here to hide because TS (he refers to him as the President/CEO) is in danger. SY responds "...the President?" which leaves room for interpretation whether that means he's trying to process what's happening or if it's a sign he doesn't know who MH is referring to. Then SY asks MH where he is, why he's here, and mentions that he needs to return to somewhere, to someone. The chapter ends with SY saying he doesn't remember the details of the above.

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So looks like we might be getting an amnesia/memory loss trope added to the story folks. It was definitely foreshadowed by the doctor in earlier chapters but geez I was really hoping it wasn't gonna happen like this :( also I'm sad that SY will probably never remember he was raped and Minhyuk continues to act like nothing happened and even lies to keep SY apart from TS. And I have a feeling that he'll definitely take advantage of SY's memory loss :/ BUT TS also knows MH for what he is now and I absolutely can't wait for the TS/MH confrontation to happen!!

    sofocle June 20, 2021 4:43 pm

    You forgot to write something very important very important that the boy also forgot the reason why he went to investigate also forgot to have found a body in a suitcase. So even for Tae this memory loss was a wrong advantage?

    Deedee June 20, 2021 4:49 pm

    As always, thanks a thousand times for your detailed summary. I am very surprised by the plot direction and the unnecessary memory loss. Also, I really had no clue Minhyuk could end up risking it all for SY. I mean, taking him to his place is one thing but lying to keep him permanently is another. Doesn't he know how TS is crazy and dangerous? Does he think TS is not that attached to SY and won't kill him for what he's done? On another hand, I am glad we now know he is the main rival to TS and they have become officially ennemies. At least there's no more confusion at this level. TS and SY clearly belong together and MH is just there to add drama. I was kinda hoping he would be better than TS to SY but my oh my how I was wrong :((

    sofocle June 20, 2021 4:56 pm
    As always, thanks a thousand times for your detailed summary. I am very surprised by the plot direction and the unnecessary memory loss. Also, I really had no clue Minhyuk could end up risking it all for SY. I ... Deedee

    Tae doesn’t lie? I say we’re serious! You never told him he didn’t save him at the club, then "you knew my uncle" "no" when we all know he’s involved in this man’s death. Another question, "Are you hiding anything from me?" Answer "I’m not hiding anything from you" just that I’m a mob boss of the worst kind and I hide dead guys in my construction sites inside my suitcases. So, my lords, we must be objective here There is not one who does not lie They are all great liars

    missynyanko June 20, 2021 6:42 pm

    You’re God sent for providing this detail summary! Thank you (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ btw, I actually thought SY will lose memories soon because of all the injuries..!

    arcticxs June 20, 2021 7:37 pm
    You forgot to write something very important very important that the boy also forgot the reason why he went to investigate also forgot to have found a body in a suitcase. So even for Tae this memory loss was a ... sofocle

    I wrote a summary and part of that means I won't always capture all of the chapter's details. If you want to summarize the entire chapter page for page then please be my guest. I'm not a native speaker so I don't have the luxury to do something like that so most of my summaries come from using several translating engines + my limited knowledge of Korean to understand the bigger picture (meaning these summaries might not be 100% accurate all the time).

    Also I'm not really sure what you're implying — are you questioning why I think it's terrible that SY lost his memory? If so then it's terrible because it's a sign of worsened brain trauma that Sooyoung's obviously not getting any help to address. That and the potential for someone like Minhyuk who ALREADY has taken advantage of SY in a weakened state to do more to SY now that he has memory loss (like imprint false memories/feed him lies).

    sofocle June 20, 2021 8:05 pm

    No look I can simply thank you for your wonderful summary So my thanks are absolutely for you that you did a wonderful thing so I thank you for your wonderful work for making you understand what is happening. I was simply analyzing the fact that the boy also forgot why he went to ask for information and the speech of the corpse here forgotten is the bullshit made by the blond that the why he went to the site all this

    Luka Prime June 20, 2021 9:56 pm
    I wrote a summary and part of that means I won't always capture all of the chapter's details. If you want to summarize the entire chapter page for page then please be my guest. I'm not a native speaker so I don... arcticxs

    Dafuq you're getting pressed about? They didnt assume your quality of the translation (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜

    arcticxs June 20, 2021 10:50 pm
    Dafuq you're getting pressed about? They didnt assume your quality of the translation (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜 Luka Prime

    I didn't mean for the post to come off as defensive. I was simply stating that my summaries aren't totally gonna encompass the whole chapter so if I forget something then that's why. I also wanted to clarify that I wasn't a native speaker so my summaries aren't 100% accurate. Honestly I would love for someone to come in with a full transcript of the chapter because I'm sure there's dialogue/plot implications I might've missed on my own run through.

    Deedee June 21, 2021 11:07 am
    Tae doesn’t lie? I say we’re serious! You never told him he didn’t save him at the club, then "you knew my uncle" "no" when we all know he’s involved in this man’s death. Another question, "Are you hi... sofocle

    You didn't get my point at all. The problem is not MH lying to SY but him lying to everyone so he could keep SY forever and that implies risking his own life because who's that crazy to anger TS and think he would get away with it? It just seems odd to me to see MH go that far for SY knowing he is smart and knows how deal with his ennemies. Did he really think TS will never discover he is behind this kidnapping?

    Let's just say I wasn't expecting that turn of the events. I was very upset with the assault part because I was convinced MH would never hurt SY but then once he got what he wanted why pushing it as far as keeping SY forever? It's a stupid move. I just don't understand the author's choice at this point so let's just wait and see how she's gonna solve this sh*t!

    sofocle June 21, 2021 12:23 pm
    You didn't get my point at all. The problem is not MH lying to SY but him lying to everyone so he could keep SY forever and that implies risking his own life because who's that crazy to anger TS and think he wo... Deedee

    Minkyuk, being the spy, has studied Tae Seung for years, I honestly do not know how many years he works for him, he is risking so much because I think he really likes the guy, but since he is a dickhead, who thinks with his dick, has done yet another shit. You have no idea how I wanted to kill him after he hurt the boy. I think he put it all together, the fact that Tae wouldn’t have believed the boxer was dead, the fact that they would have looked for them, he’s too smart. I think he’ll be back with his real boss soon and take the boxer with him. If Tae finds the boxer now, he kills Minkyuk, honestly I don’t like it for two reasons: One the boxer won’t investigate him anymore, and will become totally a puppy Two mysteries about the death of the uncle and the other wrongdoings

    sofocle June 21, 2021 12:28 pm
    You didn't get my point at all. The problem is not MH lying to SY but him lying to everyone so he could keep SY forever and that implies risking his own life because who's that crazy to anger TS and think he wo... Deedee

    If Tae kills Minkyuk then what we talk about for imagine 40 chapters. Then honestly I want this guy to know. Tell him the truth. Who is really Tae Seung, who is behind the death of his uncle. It’s too convenient to get him back to Tae in this condition. He doesn’t remember anything. So he doesn’t investigate anymore, he’s a puppy at home and maybe he doesn’t even remember to visit his uncle at the cemetery. He must know everything about everyone. Then decide for himself what he wants to do. Tae and Minkyuk should both die for me. The boxer forgets them and makes a new life for himself.

    Deedee June 21, 2021 5:00 pm
    If Tae kills Minkyuk then what we talk about for imagine 40 chapters. Then honestly I want this guy to know. Tell him the truth. Who is really Tae Seung, who is behind the death of his uncle. It’s too conveni... sofocle

    Before Minhyuk stupid decision to hurt SY, I was kinda hoping he would be the one telling SY about TS's lies. It would have been way better. SY would have left TS and maybe get closer with MH while sorting things out. At the end of the day, TS didn't kill SY's uncle out of cruelty. It was pretty clear from the previous chapters that it happened without him wanting it and he felt instant regret to the point of being haunted by that incident even before meeting SY. So I think SY will forgive him and they will get back together after the whole truth is revealed. We still don't know what really happened. But now it's all messed up and Minhyuk became the main villain somehow. I have no doubt he will die at the end.

    sofocle June 21, 2021 5:22 pm

    The point is more than how the uncle died, the point is that he didn’t tell him. That will be the real drama. Was it an accident? Did he repent? Still going to find him? All is well. But the point is that he did not tell him. And then honestly he is a mob boss, not a civil servant. Do you imagine Tae changing his life for the boy? What becomes a saint? As long as they are together the boy will always be in danger. Always. I can’t imagine Tae Seung any different than he is. He wouldn’t be either. The fact of the boy’s memory loss has messed everything up. I honestly don’t see happy endings for them. There aren’t even premises. Tae Seung is a bloodthirsty mobster. And he never wanted to be different from who he is.

    sofocle June 21, 2021 5:26 pm

    Soo Young is sick. He is mentally unstable but I don’t think he would want to spend his life with a mobster, who kills kills and has a thousand intrigues. He is a good honest guy. I have never seen us here happy ends. The longer the story goes on, the more dramatic it gets, and the ending is all happy, at least for me there’s no

arcticxs June 10, 2021 3:44 pm

Still pretty upset about this chapter, but I took a breather and read out the chapter entirely and it ended up being pretty sad for both Sooyoung and Minhyuk (doesn't excuse the latter's actions tho). I also misinterpreted some dialogue when I initially skimmed the chapter so I added a comment at the end addressing that assumption.

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Continues from where the last chapter left off with Minhyuk hovering on top of Sooyoung after feeding him the medicine. He tells SY that he almost died this time and that he hates seeing his pretty face beat up and hurt, and SY responds that he's sorry he got hurt. MH asks him why and SY responds that he promised him that he wouldn't get hurt. That's when MH realizes SY is half asleep and thinks MH is Taeseung again.

MH's inner thoughts after this is him thinking that he would forgive SY if he didn't say anything (probably bc he doesn't want to hear him call out TS again), and also that SY appears to be asking for forgiveness by the way he's eagerly sucking on MH's thumb. He muses if this is what their 'promise' involved.

Now Minhyuk thinks that he needs to stop, not do things that he'll regret again, but can't resist the fact that SY is sucking his thumb so eagerly like a reward, even if SY thinks it's TS. MH finally tells SY that they should stop here, and that SY is sick and they can play tomorrow. BUT THEN Sooyoung flips them over and says "Because I'm sorry...don't stop..." (remember he thinks he's with TS, not MH) and MH's resolve is gone and he thinks that it's ridiculous for him to feel so angry and upset that SY thinks he's someone else, and that sex is just going to be like holding hands. He then expresses that he feels like he's not supposed to do this, but tells SY to relax anyway and puts it in.

MH tells SY that strangely he keeps feeling angry -- angry that SY keeps getting hurt, angry that SY can be so naive, and especially angry that SY only sees TS in front of him. He then notices SY is crying and asks him why he's crying -- and thinks back to the times he's had sex and would imagine SY's crying face and decided that he doesn't actually like it now that he's seeing it in person (note: I mistranslated this in an earlier comment thinking MH actually LIKED his crying face so I apologize for the inaccurate statement). MH then rambles that he didn't want to do this, that this isn't how he wanted to do this, and that he's just so angry at SY. He tells SY to stop crying and that he shouldn't be crying when MH didn't do anything wrong. MH then repeatedly tells SY that it's going to be okay, that SY is good at forgetting things anyway and won't remember this and finally tells SY to go to sleep and not to worry about anything else.

Cut back to TS questioning the senator — he's saying things like "you crazy thugs do you think you can get away with this? do you know who I am?" and we end with a blank expression from TS that pretty much seals the senator's fate to die next chapter.

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So in an earlier comment I had skimmed the chapters without analyzing the dialogue as much and mistakenly jumped to the conclusion that Minhyuk was a sadist and enjoyed the rape the entire time, but in fact he did not. Still doesn't excuse what he did AT ALL, but it's very sad that he was finally presented the chance to have sex with SY, but it was under the same circumstances as his first attempt and he could only feel angry and ashamed and had to deflect his guilt of raping SY by blaming SY for making him do this. I don't know if he can redeem himself after this, though, especially when he thinks he'll get away with it again because SY won't remember anything. And of course you have TS on the other end with a million thoughts in his head about SY and probably on the brink of a homicidal rage trying to figure out where he is. Really curious about the next chapter (hopefully in 10 days).

    Haii June 10, 2021 3:55 pm

    This ch. is just sad...

    rukiamara June 10, 2021 4:01 pm

    I'm just so disappointed and so sad with this chapter, thinking that again MH used SY when he thought about someone else...this is tough, and and that doesn't justify him...

    arcticxs June 10, 2021 4:10 pm

    I'm already seeing people trying to downplay this by saying Taeseung is just as bad/has done similar things but in those situations Sooyoung clearly knows who he's with and the sexual dynamic that comes with it (not saying it's a healthy one tho), but with MH (someone he TRUSTS and cares for like a younger brother) they had no pre-established sexual relationship where SY was 100% conscious and yet MH dived into temptation and (guiltily) raped SY at his most vulnerable anyway knowing that SY probably won't remember anything again.

    And yes ultimately both TS and MH are terrible people in their own ways, but the way MH takes advantage of SY's feelings for TS, doesn't stop when he's had several opportunities to stop, and practically victim-blames SY at the end is not something you can just downplay.

    rukiamara June 10, 2021 4:18 pm
    I'm already seeing people trying to downplay this by saying Taeseung is just as bad/has done similar things but in those situations Sooyoung clearly knows who he's with and the sexual dynamic that comes with it... arcticxs

    Exactly! TS did bad things, but what MH did is just unforgivable, seriously! Knowing that SY has some kind of filings for TS, and just for revenge use him when his unconscious... my heart hurt and I'm seriously considering not continuing this series, I'm so disappointed with society when I see comments like "they finally did it"...I just can't, what's wrong with you ppl...

    I'm handsome June 10, 2021 4:19 pm

    Sooyoung when he half asleep always calling for Taesung but again Minhyuk take advantage by doing it with him while Sooyoung thought he was doing it with taesung. I can't forgive minhyuk this time though he saved his life.

    23042015 June 10, 2021 4:22 pm

    Sooyoung was looking at his arm. Do you think he realized its not Teaseung ?

    rukiamara June 10, 2021 4:27 pm
    Sooyoung when he half asleep always calling for Taesung but again Minhyuk take advantage by doing it with him while Sooyoung thought he was doing it with taesung. I can't forgive minhyuk this time though he sav... I'm handsome

    Exactly, I know TS was an asshole to SY too, but what MH did is just waaaaay too much!! I never like him, but now .... I have no words...

    rukiamara June 10, 2021 4:29 pm
    Sooyoung was looking at his arm. Do you think he realized its not Teaseung ? 23042015

    I also noticed that, and to be honest I don't know if I want him to know that he was raped, I don't want him to suffer even more┗( T﹏T )┛

    Deedee June 10, 2021 4:50 pm

    Thanks a lot for the detailed summary! This one really gonna hurt :'((((

    Hidden Hermit June 10, 2021 7:01 pm

    Thank you for your summary. I’ve been stalking the raws and your summaries too since every chapter seems to end with a cliffhanger. Your summaries are always detailed and on point, this time I have a nagging question ... is there a reason why SY was crying even though he thought TS was the person he was having sex with?

    missynyanko June 10, 2021 7:23 pm

    Thank you so much for detail summary! You’re god sent! (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

    ManhwaAddict June 21, 2021 7:30 pm

    Thank you for the summary! You're summary was thorough and gave me an understanding of what the dialogue was between them. Dammit Minhyuk. I have a feeling he's going to die. Taesung is gonna be pissed. He already knew who the mole was but didn't stop him. Why did he have to become a mole? I hope we can find out what made him change sides.

arcticxs June 10, 2021 1:16 pm

And there you go. Minhyuk OFFICIALLY raping Sooyoung and enjoying the heck out of it. Dude could've gotten real character development but nope, gotta rape the dude while he's down. Hope y'all MH/SY people are finally happy he's putting his dick inside.

Not sure if I even want to write out the full summary of the chapter bc it was too tough for me to read.

    lou June 10, 2021 1:25 pm

    where did you read it?

    arcticxs June 10, 2021 1:28 pm
    where did you read it? lou

    Bought it on lezhin KR. Chapter came out just recently

    chickenpotpie June 10, 2021 1:35 pm

    I SAW THE CHAPTER I COULDNT STAND IT IT WAS JUST SO-

    Haii June 10, 2021 1:37 pm

    Wait Sooyoung didn't even consent???? Like did he at least ask of he can do it?

    ojd June 10, 2021 1:48 pm
    Wait Sooyoung didn't even consent???? Like did he at least ask of he can do it? Haii

    i think sooyoung didn't even know it was minhyuk, he was so out of it so minhyuk was basically raping a delirious man who couldn't even recognize him

    arcticxs June 10, 2021 1:50 pm
    Wait Sooyoung didn't even consent???? Like did he at least ask of he can do it? Haii

    Sooyoung was barely awake and thought Minhyuk was once again Taeseung. He didn't consent at all (mostly just mumbled that 'he made a mistake') and then MH started getting angry and full on raped him, blaming Sooyoung that he made him do this. I think the part that hurt the most was when Sooyoung started crying from the sudden penetration and Minhyuk told him that he enjoyed watching him cry. Truly an upsetting chapter.

    arcticxs June 10, 2021 1:50 pm
    Sooyoung was barely awake and thought Minhyuk was once again Taeseung. He didn't consent at all (mostly just mumbled that 'he made a mistake') and then MH started getting angry and full on raped him, blaming So... arcticxs

    the 'mistake' I believe refers to Sooyoung getting himself hurt again, not that he's having sex with Minhyuk because he's not lucid

    arcticxs June 10, 2021 1:54 pm

    I'm also mad that Minhyuk was actually telling himself to not do it, and that he had a chance to back out, but ultimately had no self control and went full speed ahead since he was so angry.

    Haii June 10, 2021 1:56 pm
    Sooyoung was barely awake and thought Minhyuk was once again Taeseung. He didn't consent at all (mostly just mumbled that 'he made a mistake') and then MH started getting angry and full on raped him, blaming So... arcticxs

    Thx for explaining

    rukiamara June 10, 2021 2:00 pm

    Seriously, I'm so mad, he thought that it's Taeseung again, gosh, my heart

    23042015 June 10, 2021 2:05 pm
    Sooyoung was barely awake and thought Minhyuk was once again Taeseung. He didn't consent at all (mostly just mumbled that 'he made a mistake') and then MH started getting angry and full on raped him, blaming So... arcticxs

    Did he notice that its not Taeseung later or did he not ?

    23042015 June 10, 2021 2:12 pm

    Please write a whole summary pleaseeee

    arcticxs June 10, 2021 3:46 pm

    Here's the full summary everyone: https://www.mangago.zone/home/mangatopic/12960226/

    I also want to address that I mistakenly said that he was 'enjoying the heck out of it' when he in fact did not. He was basically just very angry and frustrated and blamed not only himself but also SY for making him do this (which is still very shitty and bad imo).

arcticxs June 2, 2021 3:40 pm

The English version on lezhin is now on a 10-day release schedule like the Korean version. Next chapter will officially be out on the June 12th.

    Kiko June 2, 2021 3:50 pm

    Heart break after heart break this week :(

    arcticxs June 2, 2021 4:11 pm
    Heart break after heart break this week :( Kiko

    I know :( but I'm hoping the hiatus/new release schedule helps the author take care of her health

    Kiko June 2, 2021 6:32 pm
    I know :( but I'm hoping the hiatus/new release schedule helps the author take care of her health arcticxs

    Her health is the priority, I hope she takes good care of her self and come back when she can cuz I’m obsessed

arcticxs May 31, 2021 10:47 pm

To anyone who keeps saying Sooyoung has becoming a mindless, boring fuck toy -- are we reading the same story? Or maybe y'all are just skimming through it for the sex scenes. Because in my eyes Sooyoung still has total free will to do whatever he wants, and he's actively using it. From the beginning he's flexed his rebellious and strong-willed personality by 1) telling Taeseung he'd rather work than sell his body (this is before feelings were involved) 2) becoming a bodyguard when Taeseung told him he didn't have to work at all 3) choosing to fight back against Kang Il when he was already knocked down (and getting stabbed in the process) 4) snooping around TS's office and choosing to pursue the missing person on his own (SPOILERS) 5) choosing to meet up with Donghyun and go to the construction site knowing it could be dangerous. And during sex he has that mindless, ahegao look because he's having SEX -- outside of sex he's his normal self and isn't some kind of himbo sex-addict with a ball and chain locked up in TS's apartment.

And for people who are positioning the rough TS/SY sex as rape -- knowing how physically strong SY is and how he fought back against Taeseung (in the beginning), Jisung, bodyguards, and Kang Il (dude was a BOXER remember?) has it ever occured to y'all that if he really did hate the sex and want it to stop he would've physically retaliated like he did with Jisung in the beginning of the story? There's clearly a difference between SY's spoken dialogue and his actual thoughts when they have sex and the latter implies that SY is a closet masochist who's too stubborn to admit that he enjoys the rough sex. You can see he's never once tried to push TS away when they're fucking. And yeah their aftercare is lacking and a safeword would be great to have but they're not that kind of couple who will clearly lay ground rules like that -- their communication needs a LOT of work for sure...I mean look how stubborn SY was just trying to admit to TS that he was jealous of Yawon. Now I'm not saying TS is a saint nor am I trying to defend him -- he's a manipulative bastard and unhealthily possessive, but I'm tired of seeing people misconstrue Sooyoung's personality and think that he's some delicate flower child that isn't equipped to be with someone like TS. Sure he can ditch TS and be single, but this is BL and TS is still positioned to be his endgame (unless it ends in tragedy).

Lastly regarding the situation with the uncle, I feel like there's more backstory we haven't seen yet that will reveal WHY Taeseung has been lying about not knowing him, considering TS and SY supposedly knew each other in high school (maybe TS remembers and SY forgot). If TS did kill SY's uncle then WHY? Was the uncle actually a piece of shit that did shady things behind SY's back? Did TS mistaken the uncle as SY's father when he went to collect his debt? Or was it ultimately an accident and the uncle was caught in the crossfire of something? There's just a lot of judgment calls happening when we don't understand the full picture yet...

    Jinx473 June 1, 2021 2:06 am

    Fucking preach

    I.Need.My.Daddy June 1, 2021 2:22 am

    THIS!!

    island June 1, 2021 2:43 am

    thank you! its sad to scroll through the comments and only see ppl arguing about the sex scenes. i wish more ppl would actually talk about the story more!

    GODS WILL June 1, 2021 3:41 am

    Thank you cause someones saying that taesung is abusing him LIKE HUH? Bbg sooyoung would’ve been left

    Kiko June 1, 2021 4:56 am

    thank you for this, i was getting tired with these hoes only reading it for the smut and not knowing any character aside from the MCs then complain and tear down sooyoung whole character not really looking deep into what made him who he is and why isn't he as stubborn as before, that's the problem with bl readers they don't give a fuck about the story that's why it's rare to see a bl with good plot like this but the readers keep shitting on it bc it's not their typical bl

    Anon_aug June 1, 2021 9:00 am

    Well said

    Antares5000 June 1, 2021 11:28 am
    Well said Anon_aug

    I say my opinion, and I do not agree at all with your words. Soo Young is totally tamed, worse than a dog, he decides? What? Everything that the boy does on his own is totally manipulated by Tae, and you always forget to remember that he had him stabbed, the uncle, we don’t know it well, it is said it was an accident, but the point is that he did not tell him, She looked him in the face and said I don’t know him..

    Antares5000 June 1, 2021 11:33 am

    And then you say that there is free will, but then you admit that Tae is a manipulative bastard, then there is or there is no free will? He will only be there when the boy knows what really happened to him when he was stabbed, his uncle, and Tae Seung will show up for who he really is. Until that moment, for him he remains, one who is obsessed pathologically by the boy, almost as a shelter. Save the boxer and just

arcticxs May 31, 2021 2:33 pm

FYI for those following the Korean chapters — now raws this week due to unknown circumstances from the author. Not sure how long the break will be.

    Antares5000 May 31, 2021 2:44 pm

    In fact it was strange that the chapter had not yet come out in Korean, I follow the raws, can I ask you where you read it? Because the author’s Twitter profile doesn’t say anything.
    Too bad but I was so curious to know what was happening, we hope it resumes soon!

    arcticxs May 31, 2021 2:45 pm
    In fact it was strange that the chapter had not yet come out in Korean, I follow the raws, can I ask you where you read it? Because the author’s Twitter profile doesn’t say anything.Too bad but I was so cur... Antares5000

    I buy them on the official site.

    Antares5000 May 31, 2021 2:55 pm
    I buy them on the official site. arcticxs

    I buy every Wednesday chapters in English, since I do not understand Korean, thanks for the information anyway

    arcticxs May 31, 2021 10:58 pm
    I buy every Wednesday chapters in English, since I do not understand Korean, thanks for the information anyway Antares5000

    I buy them in English too but if you switch the language settings on the app to korean then you can access the Korean version and buy that one as well. The new Korean chapter was supposed to be out today but there was a notice about a break posted instead :/ hopefully the author is okay and prioritizes her health

arcticxs May 20, 2021 5:45 pm

A rather short one because a lot of this is visually self-explanatory.

Opens with Minhyuk confronting the senator dude and killing all of the henchmen. When he confronts the senator Minhyuk tells him to do as he says.

Then Taeseung arrives with Sangchul one of the henchmen report that there appears to have been an accident at the construction site while the senator was trying to cover up his scandal. TS sees the barrel with hair sticking out and clothes and orders the henchman to immediately dig it up.

Cut to Minhyuk getting out of the shower. He notices Sooyoung is waking up and tells him that he has a fever and needs to take medicine. Sooyoung asks who is it and where is he (he apparently can't see because injuries) and Minhyuk says it's him and that it'll be okay now. SY is mumbling that he needs to go back (to the construction site) but MH says he needs to take medicine and sleep and starts holding SY down so he won't hurt himself. SY says he doesn't like this and to let go of him but then notices MH's arm is bleeding. MH thinks [he's worried about me even though he has a bloody face...] and jokes that yes he's bleeding and it hurts so SY should stay still. He then asks if SY still wants his medicine and feeds it to him by mouth. End chapter.

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Sooooooooo this is exactly what I feared was going to happen. If Minhyuk takes advantage of Sooyoung AGAIN while he's barely conscious there is absolutely no hope for his redemption. I'm not a fan of love triangles so I hope this remains one-sided if MH does something more than force-feed medicine. Although I'm gonna pray that SY falls back asleep in the next chapter and MH leaves him the fuck alone. As for what Taeseung is gonna do, I think SC might call MH and ask for his whereabouts and infer that he has SY from there and TS will go pick him up. And if MH does nothing to SY but nurse him back to health then I can see him getting on TS's good side and being able to position himself as someone more reliable/trustworthy (which would make him a more dangerous mole). Ooooor idk the author can make them fuck just to appease all the MH stans and SY won't remember anything again :/

    Kiko May 20, 2021 5:51 pm

    I think there’s something missing here, why didn’t MH inform SC or TS about SY, I think he’s tired of looking from the distance and maybe he gonna somehow keep sooyoung and tell the uke that called him yo keep it a secret, idk it felt like this was too important to keep it to himself or maybe I’m just going too fast

    arcticxs May 20, 2021 5:54 pm
    I think there’s something missing here, why didn’t MH inform SC or TS about SY, I think he’s tired of looking from the distance and maybe he gonna somehow keep sooyoung and tell the uke that called him yo... Kiko

    I think it was intentional that he didn't inform SC or TS because he sees it as an opportunity to position himself as SY's savior and potentially have SY see him more than just a dongsaeng/friend.

    марионетка May 20, 2021 6:11 pm
    I think it was intentional that he didn't inform SC or TS because he sees it as an opportunity to position himself as SY's savior and potentially have SY see him more than just a dongsaeng/friend. arcticxs

    I don't think so. Minhyuk is the mole. If he decided to take sooyoung that's mean he will expose himself and will betray taesung soon or later. But if he just want to act as a saviour again, why didn't he let taesung know that he has taken sooyoung away? From the raw it seems taesung was so angry

    rain May 20, 2021 6:55 pm
    I don't think so. Minhyuk is the mole. If he decided to take sooyoung that's mean he will expose himself and will betray taesung soon or later. But if he just want to act as a saviour again, why didn't he let t... марионетка

    because taesung will come and get him immediately, minhyuk wants some time with sooyoung since he likes him

    Colorless_skeleton69 May 20, 2021 7:42 pm

    Man I just wish donghyun went back with minhyuk to help sooyoung or someone come to his house and interrupt this

arcticxs May 13, 2021 4:28 pm

Why tf is everyone honing in on the milk dialogue in this chapter lmao. Like I thought it was endearing and it played with the master/puppy analogy they've been running since day 1. If you're disturbed by the analogy I'm gonna have to warn you now to NOT read the next few chapters because the master/puppy dialogues and play ain't stopping. Also we're almost 50 chapters in and people are NOW starting to kinkshame this series?

Anyways I personally enjoyed this chapter because I'm soft for gentle hand caressing and Taeseung being more submissive by letting Sooyoung pat his head and addressing him at a lower angle. You know this man is whipped for SY and will absolutely go to lengths to keep him by his side (even though it's through not-so-wholesome means). I would love to see more of these soft moments in the future.

    Ethingan May 14, 2021 12:03 am

    YEEEESSS! Completely agree! I actually loved this chapter and the direction of this season. I just love seeing Teasung being sweet and a bit more submissive. Also about the milk thing, I love semes who like to go down so this is basically all I ever wanted haha! (≧∀≦)

arcticxs May 10, 2021 11:20 pm

Since someone already posted the summary I'm gonna avoid being redundant and just post my thoughts instead (●'◡'●)ノ

Yup, NOT surprised that Sooyoung is getting thrashed again from getting caught, but geez I feel so sorry for him. Dude just recovered from a knife wound and battery only to get beaten up even more, shoved in an oil barrel and forced to suck dick :((( I had a feeling Minhyuk was going to save him though, if only because Donghyun was able to contact him. However I REALLY REALLY hope that if MH brings SY back to his place or something MH won't take advantage of SY like last time and will just let the dude rest. Also y'all know Taeseung is gonna have that senator on the chopping block once he gets wind of what he did to SY. (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜

    Daffodil May 11, 2021 5:16 am

    I’m just tired of seeing Minhyuk saving SY whenever something happens. We rarely see TS when shit hits the fan. I’m hoping this doesn’t effect TS/SY relationship in the future. Also poor SY always gets the short end of the stick and gets beat up for anything really :/

    arcticxs May 11, 2021 5:00 pm
    I’m just tired of seeing Minhyuk saving SY whenever something happens. We rarely see TS when shit hits the fan. I’m hoping this doesn’t effect TS/SY relationship in the future. Also poor SY always gets th... Daffodil

    Yeah I totally understand the frustration — but in this context it def made more sense for MH to come to the rescue since he was the only person DH could contact. Hopefully MH reports to TS on what happened so TS can take care of SY from there (best case scenario)

arcticxs April 30, 2021 3:16 pm

Sooooo I THOUGHT the next chapter wasn't gonna be out til 5/11, but looks like it came out today instead so here we go (I assume this is when the new 10-day schedule starts). No sex in this one, we're getting ramped up to some more plot and drama instead!!


SPOILERS BELOW


After Taeseung leaves the house Sooyoung gets a call from Donghyun asking where he's been and when he hears SY's hoarse voice and SY stumbling out of bed he asks if he should call later (about visiting the construction site). Meanwhile SY sees a note from TS (reads 'I'm returning back to you') with the coin that SY gave him and tells DH that it's fine and that he's leaving now. His inner monologue says that he's putting his trust in TS and that he'll be back soon without getting hurt.

Cut to TS meeting up with Sangchul. SC reports that Kang Il has been moved (probs dead) and that he wants to live a quiet life from now on. He hopes TS doesn't regret this considering him and Kang-Il used to be friends. TS responds that there had to be consequences for his actions and doesn't understand why SC is feeling uneasy about it. SC then says that whenever SY is involved it seems like TS always ends things in a bloodbath without even realizing it. He then asks if SY is truly just TS's 'dog' and if TS is more concerned about SY than he is about himself. The next couple of panels I couldn't fully translate — something about the status of an organization ran by a Park Sanbaek and then TS telling SC to get rid of the body (Kang Il's?). TS also mentions that Yawon's visit wasn't just because she missed TS or SC, there's definitely more to it and that things are def heating up, and then some dialogue about knowing who the mole is (I THINK) and that TS wants SC to deal with it. Before SC can respond TS gets a call and we cut back to SY and DH.

SY and DH are at the construction site to look for Jihoon (the missing host that was choked to death by the senator dude) and DH notices that SY looks a bit beat up after seeing TS last night and thinks that he should definitely tell SY what he knows about TS soon. As they get further into the site they notice a trap door underneath a container and DH says there's gotta be something hiding underneath, possibly drugs. SY starts feeling uneasy and thinks about TS telling him he wasn't hiding anything, and gets frustrated when he remembers TS's surprised expression and that TS still won't tell him anything. Once SY and DH open the trap door they see the suitcase and DH immediately notices a horrible smell coming from it and some hair sticking out.

Before they can do anymore investigating the senator dude appears and they end up having to hide behind the containers. The next few panels is just the senator asking about the status of the body and also ranting about the Mayor's dealings with his own group of gangsters (Taeseung) and expressing a lot of animosity toward him and wanting to fuck him over. Then as things get quiet Donghyun wonders if the crowd is gone only to get caught in the end by one of the bodyguards.

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Yo Sooyoung is literally a danger magnet I CANNOT. Literally everytime he says "I'll be safe" he ends up getting caught up in shit like this my poor bby. My prediction on how he'll get out of this is he'll be taken hostage but saved by Minhyuk who has footage of himself fucking the senator that he could use as blackmail if the senator doesn't let SY go OR Taeseung is already on his way to the construction site and will save SY before any bad shit goes down. Side note: I'm really enjoying the SY/DH camaraderie and hope it becomes an actual friendship and that DH gets more screentime (preferably with Minhyuk)

    Kiko April 30, 2021 5:27 pm

    THANK YOU SO MUCH! I was looking for this cuz I couldn’t understand anything

    Deedee April 30, 2021 6:16 pm

    Thanks a lot! You're an angel :))))

    Sopadefetouwu April 30, 2021 6:33 pm

    You are magic

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