arcticxs November 27, 2024 4:37 am

I accept how fucked up this series is and am respectfully rooting for Jingi

    Dokja November 27, 2024 6:50 am

    Same! That white hair dude makes me so uncomfortable and disgusted

    jjm.n November 27, 2024 8:53 am
    Same! That white hair dude makes me so uncomfortable and disgusted Dokja

    But not the one who clipped myeongils nipples with nail clippers???!

    November 27, 2024 9:42 am
    Same! That white hair dude makes me so uncomfortable and disgusted Dokja

    Jingi took his nipples what

    arcticxs November 28, 2024 4:57 am

    They're both terrible people but I love the bickering/tension between Jingi/Myeongil and the potential slow burn of their relationship as Jingi begins to realize he might have feelings for Myeongil (which was noticeable when he was drunk in ch.16) and how that revelation affects his relationship with his brother

    That or they'll just keep sharing Myeongil and agree to an occasional threesome lol

arcticxs September 21, 2024 5:47 pm

This story is so unserious and wild but like a train wreck I can't bring myself to look away

arcticxs May 21, 2024 6:41 pm

No comment on the plot itself, just that Taekjoo's tits are so obscene, easily in my top 3 best chesties.

arcticxs October 23, 2023 3:20 am

Your wish is granted, it's officially ending at chapter 109 in the Korean version, which will be out on 10/30 (this is confirmed at the end of ch 108)

Personally after reading 108 and seeing the lackluster confrontation between MH/TS/SY I feel like having the ending come next feels a bit abrupt, but I'm hoping the author finds a way to wrap this up with a decent ending and enough closure for everyone.

Either way I've been reading this series from the very beginning when it first came out and it feels kinda surreal that it's finally coming to an end. I'm hoping maybe we'll get more domestic and happy side stories for TS/SY o/

    Camelia October 23, 2023 9:21 am

    I'm glad it's finally going to be over. Still can remember when it first came out, it was very interesting, but after like first season or even before (can't remember really, it came out few years ago and I haven't once reread it) it went downhill and never came back on track. Just senseless abuse and not wrapped up plot points. It had so much potential to be good, I liked the gangster environment, it seemed interesting, but after TS locked up SY it was done for me, story just turned around for 180 degrees and nothing made sense anymore except abuse. TS's character was well written at the beginning as well, how he's brutal considering the work he do and how he's mad at that feeling of love for SY in his heart because that feeling is so unfamiliar to him. Unfortunately it turned in classic plotless trope with rape and mental/emotional breakdowns....
    Still for some here I am still reading it

arcticxs September 5, 2023 11:34 pm

bruh I had to re-read this entire series again to get caught up with the new season coming out...BUT WOW thank god it's back

arcticxs July 12, 2021 1:51 pm

Lezhin posted a hiatus for the English version this week so ch 52 will officially be out July 22nd instead.

arcticxs July 10, 2021 2:27 pm

Sorry guys, this is gonna be sort of a short one because I have a long list of things to do today and don't have time to write out the full summary T.T

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Sooyoung wonders if Taeseung is angry at him because he's hurt, since he can barely read TS's tired/sad expression. TS tells SY that he turned in the dead body to the police and SY responds "that's nice of you" (lol). Then TS tells SY that he should've killed the senator had he known SY was alive but hurt — when TS thought SY was dead he mentioned never having experienced that feeling of dread before. They share a soft moment until TS (surprise!) cuffs SY's ankle and tells him he'd followed through with his promise that if SY got himself hurt again then he would (figuratively) break his legs. TS tells SY to stay put and stop doing stupid things and wait for the doctor to come see him. SY is frustrated because he keeps getting confused by TS's sweet/kind actions and times like this when he's unhinged, making him completely unpredictable. Like a 1 step forward, 2 steps back situation.

Then SY thinks about MH and how he might be in trouble now because they tried to run away. SY remembers the envelope he got from MH and reads it with a shocked expression. When Sanghyun comes to visit he sees SY's ankle cuffed and rushes to try and help him, but SY pushes him away and immediately demands to see TS.

We end with the senator arguing with the mayor about being sent to prison and mayor telling him it's just temporary until the whole scandal blows over. Chapter ends with the mayor saying if you want to get rid of thugs you use more thugs.

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Maaaan I was really looking forward to the TS/MH confrontation but it seems MH was able to escape? Who knows! Also it looks like SY has most of his memories back (except for the rape apparently) but ugh poor guy, they were having a genuine hurt/comfort moment until it was completely reverse uno'd with a cuff on SY's ankle :( I guess TS did warn him this was going to happen if SY did what he did, but still, this is like peak TS-possessiveness and I would imagine it'll only get darker from here (Taeseung you crazy bastard). But at least he didn't try to have sex with him in that condition. Also now that SY has read the documents and knows something related to TS (possibly about his uncle) I'm curious to see how their dynamic will change. Love me some plot development!

    I'm handsome July 10, 2021 2:48 pm

    Did he mistaken again? Did he thought it was taesung he slept with? Not minhyuk?

    arcticxs July 10, 2021 3:15 pm
    Did he mistaken again? Did he thought it was taesung he slept with? Not minhyuk? I'm handsome

    I believe it was implied that SY was not lucid due to his fever so he believed he was with TS (that's why he mentioned to MH about asking for forgiveness/wanting to be punished).

    Milkymimi July 10, 2021 5:03 pm

    Sorry I meant to upvote but my fat fingers clicked the down by accident. Ty for always providing a summary. You Are always appreciated

    Koz July 10, 2021 11:42 pm

    When was SY raped, by the MH right? Or is this a different time? And why did MH even do that then.. like pick a better moment dude

    Deedee July 13, 2021 9:12 pm

    Thanks for the summary like always. I wish there was an alarm or notification when you post your summary so I can read it right away^^ The chapter was quite weird. We didn't get to see how SY miraculously recovered his memory and what happened to MH. I am waiting for the coming developments which are going to be explosive now that SY will probably lose his trust is TS...

arcticxs July 7, 2021 2:12 am

I'm not here to fan any flames of hate but I find it ironic that Korean twt is whole-heartedly celebrating Minhyuk's birthday (7/7) when he could very well be off'd or put into a very baaaad situation next raw chapter. (⊙…⊙ ) Haha anyway I just wanted to mention that the comments regarding Minhyuk here vs Korean twt are like polar opposites lol (they absolutely adore him over there even AFTER ch 52).

Also to end this on a positive note I would LOVE a side story of Yawon and her girl Yeonsoo. I didn't know I had a thing for the female mafia boss/shy girl trope until I witnessed these two in ch 54.

    Pan Shu July 7, 2021 10:57 am

    I think that's because they're able to enjoy the characters and read this fiction without taking it very seriously, as any adult should.

    YaoiIsLife July 7, 2021 12:24 pm
    I think that's because they're able to enjoy the characters and read this fiction without taking it very seriously, as any adult should. Pan Shu

    Orrr maybe because he has a pretty face? Lmao, it's kinda obvious why dude.

    Yuki July 7, 2021 4:57 pm
    I think that's because they're able to enjoy the characters and read this fiction without taking it very seriously, as any adult should. Pan Shu

    Ikr some people take this too seriously. They're so pressed about Minhyuk, like this is the first time they see someone simping for a shitty character just because they're hot. This is yaoi my dudes lol

arcticxs June 30, 2021 3:11 pm

tl;dr - Yawon makes the decision to cut ties with TS's gang, MH gives SY the documents he's looking for even though SY still doesn't remember anything, and MH convinces SY to run away with him, only for that plan to be foiled as SY finally reunites with TS at the train station.

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We start off in Yawon's compound — her members talking about how the balance of the gang factions is tipping over now that Zhou Yu Long is back in Korea and that Yawon needs to reconsider her ties with Taeseung's gang. Yawon's brother comes in and suggests that they need to cut off relations w/ TS and essentially leave his gang in the dust. Yawon isn't keen on this idea but eventually agrees. (Side note: Yawon and her girl remind me of TS/SY lol)

Cutting back to Sooyoung and Minhyuk — SY is tending to MH's wound and thinks about how he can't remember any events since being in the hospital, and even then he can't recall the person who was with him. When MH grabs his arm SY feels that his sensation is familiar, and pushes MH away telling him that he's trying to remember something. MH then reaches over SY to grab an envelope and tells SY that it's what he's been looking for — it's full of court documents that point to corruption, and explains that once SY is able to remember everything he'll understand what's inside. Then he asks SY if he remembers where he was, or if he just has no memory of a specific person. SY replies that maybe his memory will be back soon, and MH tells him to keep the documents for when his memory is back. Then he changes topics and tells SY about their current situation. MH tells SY about Zhou Yu Long's faction (Kowloon/Hong Kong) and how their goal is to get rid of the Snakes (TS's group) and MH had to take down the senator and Mayor Kim to protect the organization (I think he's still hiding the fact that he's a mole to SY). SY vaguely remembers the senator and MH reaffirms that yes, he's the guy who tried to kill you. Then he tells SY that it's still dangerous for him because now that senator Jeong is gone the balance will be broken and it'll tip towards ZYL and his group, possibly causing a mass exodus from TS's faction. MH finally tells SY that TS's group can't protect SY, and SY can't even protect himself, so he asks SY to run away with him because he can protect him. SY is hesitant but agrees, and MH jokes that this is like a lovers escape, especially because he's running away with a handsome man (SY replies there's nothing handsome about his busted face).

Now we cut to the train station. MH tells SY that he knows they're probably being tracked so he needs to buy two tickets — one under his credit card as a diversion, and another in cash that they'll be using to escape. He tells SY to stay put and he'll be back. SY being SY obviously does not listen and thinks that he should get MH something to drink from the vending machine. As he walks over he notices the 500won coin and once he picks it up he sees Taeseung in front of him. When TS calls his name SY begins to recall the sound of his voice, his face -- and he feels memories from a certain time flooding back. Chapter ends with SY unable to discern TS's expression upon seeing him again. (honestly the last part was kind of vague so I could be wrong on this -- someone correct me if so)

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First of all, YAWON!! I love boss babes and she does not mess. Next I gotta say, I kinda had a feeling the author was going to use the 500w coin to bring them back together, but I'm not mad. Although SY still isn't guaranteed to have all his memories back (he could be remembering TS from their high school days and not when they're lovers) so that's more drama to be explored. Also Minhyuk is definitely gonna get a rude awakening next chap when he comes back and gets caught by TS. I can see him being kept alive (but probs tortured) to get as much info as possible out of him about ZYL/what he did to SY. Until next chap!

    Colorless_skeleton69 June 30, 2021 3:38 pm

    I have so much mix feelings about this like one part of me really just want more about this gangster stuff I want to understand more to it how did it all started what did minhyuk did to become the mole why did he become the mole other part just want to drop it the story I don't even care for sooyoung and taesung love anymore it clear as day that they are going to be together this author wanted a love gangster Love story but she fail at that by filling up half of it with so much unnecessary shit. FYI thanks for the translation(▰˘◡˘▰)

    pervyjiejie June 30, 2021 3:38 pm

    Thank you (´。• ᵕ •。`) ♡

    sofocle June 30, 2021 3:39 pm

    First thank you for the summary. Absolutely perfect. I think Minkyuk will manage to escape. Kill him so soon? It is one of the main pg. If he dies then what are we talking about? Mafia and fuck? But I think it’s the worst scenario for Tae. If you think about it Minkyuk gave the boy the chance to know things about his lover. Things he would never have known. Tae kept the boy in total ignorance. And now his dealings will be discovered. Interesting decidedly interesting

    missynyanko June 30, 2021 4:19 pm

    Thank you for this!! (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

    Kiko June 30, 2021 5:47 pm

    MH either gonna see TS and leave (smart of him) or he would try to get SY and SY prolly gonna go with him but I don't see that happening, also TS expression makes me think that he thought SY wanted to leave him bc he knows the SY he know wouldn't just let ppl grab him and he will fight back so maybe it's a whole new shit where he thinks he wanted to leave

    Ishuca June 30, 2021 11:04 pm

    I don't understand what's inside the envelope?? Don't tell me taesung's sin is not just loan sharking....but also drug dealing and gun trafficking......!!! I can't morally accept that

    Ishuca June 30, 2021 11:09 pm

    Was taesung aware of senator and mayor's shitty deeds ,e.g. killing a boy during sex and burying him in the construction site???????

    Suguru July 1, 2021 12:10 am
    I don't understand what's inside the envelope?? Don't tell me taesung's sin is not just loan sharking....but also drug dealing and gun trafficking......!!! I can't morally accept that Ishuca

    Did you really think Taeseung was just a loan shark? He is a mafia boss, they do all kinds of trafficking and murder people. He was in charge of hiding the dead body for the senator. Sooyoung is not aware of all that, but we are.

    Ishuca July 1, 2021 12:23 am
    Did you really think Taeseung was just a loan shark? He is a mafia boss, they do all kinds of trafficking and murder people. He was in charge of hiding the dead body for the senator. Sooyoung is not aware of al... Suguru

    Yeah. Taesung sweet gentleness towards sooyoung and him not being a rapist like minhuyk made me soft for him. It clouded my judgment that he is a dangerous mafia. I can't morally accept that he helped that pervert senator to dispose the body....he helped him cover his horrible crime

    Deedee July 3, 2021 10:09 am

    Thanks for the summary!! Do you know what's the story behind their High-school days? I mean, I didn't even know they knew each other from that time until you mentioned it in your summary here. They have 3 years age gap so what's the story about their common past? Thanks in advance :)))

    sofocle July 3, 2021 11:54 am

    I ask this question to everyone, Tae Seung first saw Soo Young at his uncle’s funeral, so it was said, we know that he was involved in his death, we know that he and Kang Il were at the funeral. Then there are scans, where you see Tae punched by one, you don’t see the face, could be the boxer as no

    sofocle July 3, 2021 11:58 am

    Tae is not dressed like a high school girl, he has longer hair, he seems to be 20 years old. And this man strikes him. Then there’s the picture around chapter 20 I don’t remember, of an overturned car. And Tae, thinking back to this machine, says he lost his toy.

    sofocle July 3, 2021 12:01 pm

    My question is, if the boxer was already in high school with his ex Ji Sung when he had an affair with Tae? Besides, he’s not more likely to see his lover in the boxer, maybe dead, see the car overturned? And he’s obsessed with having him around and protecting him because he doesn’t want that to happen to the boxer, because he reminds him of this ex?

    Ishuca July 3, 2021 6:48 pm
    My question is, if the boxer was already in high school with his ex Ji Sung when he had an affair with Tae? Besides, he’s not more likely to see his lover in the boxer, maybe dead, see the car overturned? And... sofocle

    The car was a toy. His belongings tae didn't have an ex. And i doubt sooyoung and taesung knew each other more than that punch session in high school. That is when taesung was first hooked

    arcticxs July 7, 2021 2:25 am
    Thanks for the summary!! Do you know what's the story behind their High-school days? I mean, I didn't even know they knew each other from that time until you mentioned it in your summary here. They have 3 years... Deedee

    I believe it's implied that SY/TS might've crossed paths with each other via a fight in high school (SY as a 1st year and TS as a 3rd year). Due to Sooyoung's head condition he might've forgotten completely about TS but TS managed to remember him from the dream that he had in an earlier chapter. The author has confirmed on her Twitter that Sooyoung was Taeseung's first love so I'm guessing that Taeseung was smitten when he got beaten up by Sooyoung. ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

    Kiko July 7, 2021 10:26 am
    I believe it's implied that SY/TS might've crossed paths with each other via a fight in high school (SY as a 1st year and TS as a 3rd year). Due to Sooyoung's head condition he might've forgotten completely abo... arcticxs

    and when she said taeseung loves everything about sooyoung esp patting his head then he gets grumpy

    Deedee July 7, 2021 11:38 am
    I believe it's implied that SY/TS might've crossed paths with each other via a fight in high school (SY as a 1st year and TS as a 3rd year). Due to Sooyoung's head condition he might've forgotten completely abo... arcticxs

    That's great! I had no idea they encountered during high-school! Do you know which chapter exactly TS had that flashback about the past so I can go back and read it? Thanks a lot :DDD

    Deedee July 7, 2021 11:38 am
    and when she said taeseung loves everything about sooyoung esp patting his head then he gets grumpy Kiko

    So cute ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

    Ishuca July 13, 2021 8:21 am
    and when she said taeseung loves everything about sooyoung esp patting his head then he gets grumpy Kiko

    Author said that? Where can i find it

    Kiko July 13, 2021 3:43 pm
    Author said that? Where can i find it Ishuca

    On her Twitter

arcticxs June 20, 2021 10:57 pm

After doing a quick second read-through I want to revise a point I made in the summary I wrote (you can see it in my profile) —

It turns out this 'President Joo' is actually President Zhou. As in Zhou Yu Long (I think that's his first name?) who is Taeseung's biggest rival and has just recently came back to Korea. I totally forgot that the pronunciation of 'Zhou' in Korean is 'Joo' so that's why I thought this was a completely different character that was being talked about.

So YES, Minhyuk is confirmed to be the mole. He was talking to Zhou Yu Long at the end of the chapter confirming that he has Mayor Kim (who's allied to TS) under control.

    Haii June 21, 2021 5:01 am

    Isn't Jisung also in Zhou's gang?

    I'm handsome June 21, 2021 7:04 am

    Yeah i also want to know jisung hyung is part of them. It seems they form allies to fight taesung

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