Tsubaki's feed

When I started reading this I never thought I would come to like nakwon ( he was just pure disgusting guy ) but the amount of repentance he's gone under and how he's constantly aware that what he did was so horrible . But I've come to like him and now I am rooting for him .
But when I start thinking that if all that happened in real life I would have never been able to forgive him and would not tolerate him at all .
It's just that now he's very considerate and caring and slow with mokhwa so I can't help but like him