
I just realised this is a shoujo manhwa. A romance one at that. I love reading shoujo manhwas but while reading the first few chapters, I completely forgot abt the cover of this story. I was really rooting for her to leave this place and start a life of her own and have an adventure and maybe meet someone while avoiding the tyrant forever but when they said he was going to the estate I realised he was the ML and GOD am I gonna drop this rn HAHAHAH I don’t hate romance and all but they’ve already fed me the “he’s a shit person run away” part of the story that now I just don’t want them to end up tgth

I mean, she wants to leave. No matter what the reason is she wants to leave and live a happy normal life. Her having undiscovered feelings and him also having feelings without knowing so doesn’t give this a pass lol. He’s holding her back from her freedom. Idc if he’s a tyrant or not but what the fuck yaknow. I know this is all for the sake of having a plot because there would be no plot otherwise but god am I really contemplating on dropping this just because I don’t feel good with how he’s restricting her LOL.

Idk, maybe I’m used to the tyrants being nice to the mcs. But whatever, I tend to put myself in the shoes of the female leads (everyone does subconsciously) and so it was a little distasteful of him to do that imo. No hate on the story or anyone who wants to read it tho, it’s a great story. I just can’t put up with men like him HAHAHAHA

I dislike the fact that the male lead is someone of a brother figure to her. From the age difference to the fact that they literally act like siblings. They technically are siblings too. How is he gonna look at that little girl and feel anything other than love for her as a sibling. Even if she grows older that still change the fact that they viewed each other as siblings. Especially the ml. He blushes now and likes her as a sister and someone close to him. He isn't attracted to her in that way and I don't think your sister growing into a woman would change that lol.

I don’t really believe he ever thought of her in a sibling way. From the beginning he first found her cute, u can find any little child cute, doesn’t mean you thought of them in a sibling relationship.
And they are not related in any possible way, he may be adopted but it doesn’t make them siblings especially if they don’t want to see eachother that way. The age diff is a trow off bug only by like 3:4yrs I believe. My parents are 8 years apart and it’s fine, if the age diff was at least 10,12 or more I believe it strange. But as long as they treasure eachother, I always try to accept. And if one was to compare their age with actual worry in mind, you should watch the Fl’s. She has a child’s body but remember she much older than the ml.

but she's a child now and she acts like it (like she may be smarter but u can't tell me she isn't acting like a child. Every regressor or possessor always end up acting their physical age despite maybe being more advanced lol). If he falls for her when she gets older like when she's a teen then that still isn't really justifiable seeing as how he literally watched her grow from a baby to a teen (well it is kinda but that's just... like in what situation irl would you condone this,, he literally feels sth for her now ded). I'd understand if they would fall for each other when they turn older (maybe 20 and above) and it's even more believable if they fell for each other despite the big age gap (idk the age difference but the height difference is very uhhh HAHAH) if they didn't see each other grow up. She's literally tiny. Small. A child. How are u gonna look at her with adorable eyes going all "awww so cute" then switch to "I'm romantically attracted to her" when she grows bigger. Like how does one fall for a child dsxyftgje even people who grow up tgth or watch a person grow up feel more of a family love for them instead of romantic love. jafxnhbg

I'm gonna reveal too much about myself but when I was 3 years old my neighbor Charlie was born. He was the closest to my age on my street so I've known and played with him since he was in diapers. (I had more interaction than these two leads in his younger years) I think I was about 9 years old when I understood I really liked him. We always say we'd get married, using those .25 cent machines to get plastic rings and gift them to each other. When he was 12 he said he loved me and 15 year old me knew that was dumb cause he's a kid (despite me still having a crush on him). I'll be honest it was wierd because I had liked him for a long time and suddenly like 9th grade you learn how it's wrong to like someone younger than you. That's when I had to figure out where the line was- like stop sleeping in the same room if either of us stayed at each other's places (before then we'd watch TV in the living room and fall asleep on the floor. Now I made sure I was in my room) or hanging out anywhere but our houses was a no. We stopped wrestling (tho I still wrestle on my HS team). Just all these crazy things I made us stop doing because I was older and more aware.
And all of it was in vain cause When he became a freshman and I a senior he asked me to Homecoming and then we started dating officially after that.
For us, we broke up in college- he went abroad and I could handle the distance.
My point is that yes he was a kid, but when I liked him I still thought of myself as a kid. We treated each other as the same age, so it just wasn't anything until I learn it was supposed to be something. You're free to feel grossed out, but I just wanted to share that we were close, we were aware we weren't siblings, and wanted to always be together. Sometime that's all it takes to be in love.

Wait to be clear no one has the right to condone this action in real life, unless a party leads to take advantage of the other. I mean you can’t control children’s hearts. Oh m too lazy to respond back, but to be clear anyone is accepted to have a simple crush on anybody, unless the age I mentioned before is trespassed in my believe. I’ve seen childhood lovers speak of their relationship even when one was almost 5yrs older. This child here holds a simple crush over the fl that he isn’t even aware off. I’m okay with his simple crush since they are both children after all, until he starts making hasty moves that shouldn’t be made to a younger child. I condone the feelings, not to a 100% but almost. I just wish for a simple crush and no touch. And even if stories like these were the predecessors or reincarnated mls start acting as their physical age, it’s still not condonable. Just how you feel about their age gap, you shouldn’t also be okay with the predecessors soul age, if u want to think that way.

I am so mad rn. Why? Because she’s absolutely right. He deserves nothing. Using her kids as leverage and ruining her life, I can’t deal with this rn omfg. And the fact that she still may like him? The fact that I just KNOW that they will end up tgth and he will have a redemption arc or not or sth just because it has been established since the beginning? I always hated that the mc always goes back for the ml or that the ml changed and they can finally forgive them and have a new life with them. Like bitch ??? It’s like saying your partner cheated on you and you forgave him and now it’s all good. nO. That’s unrealistic. The damage has been done and u can always forgive but u can never forget. Putting away the past when u literally had to constantly run away to escape from his grasp is literally not possible. It’s trauma. It’s like saying u can love the person that once kidnapped you and held you against your will or sth. Like, I just want them to actually settle down in the countryside and live a quiet life like they planned. A happily ever after indeed. But noOooOoo ml is sorry and wants to take her back!! I may sound like I have a lot of hate but I just have to say this, DAMN RIGHT I DO BITCH IM SO FED UP WITH THESE UNREALISTIC PLOT LINES THAT DON’T TAKE INTO CONSIDERATION OF PEOPLE’S REAL
EMOTIONS BYE HANEOXHSOSB BULLSHIT I TELL YOU, BULLSHIT (╯‵□′)╯︵┴─┴ ୧༼ ಠ益ಠ ༽୨

I get that she wants to find a way to die and end her suffering but idk why her trying to enter another family's door was annoying to me. Like I would get if you wanted to just try it out and give up after being rejected but she deliberately tried to break it even after knowing one shouldn't and then she has to be stopped by the ml? lol. I know she was wronged really badly in her previous past lives and rules don't really matter to her anymore but sometimes her not giving a fuck thinking she can do anything kinda makes me feel distaste lol.

mmm maybe it's because she's so indifferent nothing matters even though some things should imo? Like, I totally get the whole revenge thing or maybe if she went overboard and just killed everyone in her way,, I don't really agree but I understand now that it's in the past but ig it's cause she cares so little till there is visible disrespect. If she were like that to people for no reason it wouldn't be nice too but she isn't unnecessarily mean to them, which i am okay with. But her wanting to go into the green jewel house or whatever is a bit... I would get it if it would help her but the info of that house wouldn't really help her tbh so maybe what I don't like is that she's doing whatever she wants to get what she wants with disregard of others even if it isn't right ://. If it could help her then ig it wouldn't be this bad but she just wanted to see it lol. And actions have consequences,, her being stopped by the ml makes me unsatisfied because if she wants to break a rule or do something that she knows should clearly not be done, I don't want her to be able to get away with it thinking nothing would happen to her lol. Like this is practically their God's closed off garden bro; if she wants to play the "idgaf I can break it lol if I die then I die" card then let her? or at least make her get hurt so she knows how severe it is instead of letting the ml save her lol

I think I get where you’re coming from~
So you’re more annoyed by how the author is going about things?
But from my perspective…she has already faced the consequences for breaking the rules in a way, ya?
Even when she’s done nothing wrong, even without breaking any rules, or behaving in a way that shouldn’t be offensive to anyone……she’s had every single person she’s ever cared about betray and lead to/or directly cause her death and suffering.
So if you’ve already been punished over, and over, and over, etc. for rules you never broke in the first place….I for one would stop giving a rats ass about such rules let alone possible consequences from breaking them. Because I’ve already been punished.

But she’s treating the wrong people poorly lol those other families didn’t do shit to her other than crappy winter one. So why break into another family’s house who has their own struggles? Mind you, this is the incest, jewel eyes little boy house. I’d say their family is a bit more messed up than Hilse LMAOOO I mean, Jesus he was kidnapped and made a money bag and his mother ran away to avoid sleeping with her cousin o.O

rn we don't know much about the other two—whether or not they had a part in her torment or had tragedies of their own that she could stop this time around—but she has no business looking through their stuff esp if it's just out of curiosity!
ngl the ice guy tho... would tote break in to find blackmail so I could prevent him from ever messing w me ever again

Who said I didn't like it? Sure as hell not me? Who told you i didn't like it, point me to their direction so I can beat their ass because they're obviously making shit up to start some shit. I don't see see them so it must be you who needs to get their fucking eyes readjusted to read correctly. My your business if you can't use the pathetic brain of yours to actual speak some sense slow ass.

"she deserves her revenge and justice but she shouldn't disrespect others who weren't involved and are innocent"
In what world does it make sense to seek revenge and justice AND RESPECT side people. That's completely disregarding her entire struggle.
Scenario: My father was shot and killed by the police I want revenge and justice however I have the humbly respect the people in charge of the policeman who murdered my father because they weren't directly involved so that means they're innocent.
Sounds like bullshit. Sounds like you're asking for too much. Sound inconsiderate. Sounds overall stupid.

Bro idk how it escalated until this,, I was just talking abt how it wasn’t nice that she doesn’t face the consequences of her actions here despite supposedly not giving a fuck.. I mean, if she did and still not have a fuck then good for her ig but she was saved despite doing the wrong thing. The yellow hair green jewel family did nth wrong, as far as we know. Even she doesn’t have anything against them. We can see that she had a personal vendetta against the white hair dude and her own fam,, but she mentioned that the boy got innocently killed off in the previous life, meaning that she never had anything against them as she wasn’t the one who killed him. She killed the dark hair dude and possibly the blond princess (probably trying to do the right thing because the mc went rogue and was a danger to the people) but the mc eventually died ig? She has nth against them, thus not being hostile nor ruining them already. But her trying to forcefully open that door thinking she could break it but obviously not being able to (pls she ain’t strong enough) and being saved by the ml is *sighs*. Idk, she’s either arrogant from the way she thinks she can break it or she just doesn’t give a fuck. Either way, her actions have consequences and I just don’t like it when people do things that deserve at least a little punishment and yet get away with it as if nothing ever happened. It either feeds into their ego or they’ll keep repeating the same thing, possibly harming another the next time they do it. Idk abt how she would react (mc) but this is just my personal opinion about what she did :/

This is a bad example. The other families, thus far, have done nothing to FL. In fact, she seems to like the green eyes/blonde hair family. Or at least feels pity for the little boy who cries gems since she saved him and mentioned how in other lifetimes he was miserable/died like she did. Which, in turn, in why he also likes Hilse because he knows (with his eyes of truth) that they’re in the same boat. So yes, it’s kind of crazy that she just openly disrespected them by trying to bust into their door after Axion legit said “do not do that. You can’t go in without permission from their head of house.” Again, as far as we know, these other families are innocent except the winter one and have their own issues so comparing them to a system of corrupt law enforcement isn’t applicable here

In our typical shoujo manhwas the mc usually reincarnates or turns back in time etc,, but we are always seeing the mc as a noble woman and she always goes for the black hair ml and the blond hair dude is usually the nuisance or did sth bad to her. For example, taking in an innocent girl that knows nth and falling in love with her :DD I think we all know where this is going. The blond dude that might’ve once been in an arranged marriage with another noblewoman or was maybe chased after women who he did not feel the same towards is regarded as bad guy because after a certain extent it does get annoying. And I’m not saying it’s right to disregard the opposite party’s feelings but what if he just can’t break the engagement off as we know it’s not up to them. So the only option is to just love the commoner he loves and not love the fiancé whom he does not love. It isn’t right if he treats her bad but if she’s starting to be bitchy, which is also understandable, you can’t blame him for retaliating. Remember he mentioned a black hair prince that was chosen as the successor? If this blond hair dude was engaged to another woman he harboured no feelings towards then what we’re seeing here is how every blond hair prince antagonist ends up finding their love or sth. LMFAO IDK IT’S JUST KINFA FUNNY FOR ME YAKNOW HSJSOZHSOSB and more often then not, the women are the one who feels things towards the men when the men are kinda sick and tired of the same ‘fake’ girls rushing towards them. And they’re used to the same behaviour so is the mc leaves the antagonist, he’ll surely want her back because the change of attitude had sparked his interest. She was no longer like every other bitch in his dictionary. And plus, how many of you can say that you’re not in it for the fun when you start getting interested in someone. The chase and excitement of liking someone is thrilling. Plus, it’s even better when u can endlessly chase them without them liking u back (either that or I’m just one fucked up person ngl,, change is scary for me LMFAO)

We’re always seeing things through the noble woman’s POV. I mean, the antagonist that’s supposed to be the book’s protagonist are bad if they’re actually bad but how do u know? How are you actually sure that they’re bad when it’s all told from a side that obviously favours the mc? U can only ever know the full truth if it was written by a neutral party. One that doesn’t favour anyone. But it’s unlikely. In our mc’s story, she’s obviously the good person. But in the ‘antagonists’ story, he or she is the good person. Unless they’re absolutely shit and are self aware, chances of them actually being the bad guy is low. I mean, we’re all bad guys in at least one person’s story, right? If they were the protagonists in the book then why are they regarded as the antagonists here? You get what I mean? To have good there must always be a bad. What if they deliberately pin the blame onto the people that wronged them or that they deem fit to blame to make themselves look better? That’s why to them, our mc is shitty whilst to us, they’re shitty. Ya get me? Unless the person’s actually shitty as hell, who’s to say that the blond hair crown prince that brought back the woman he actually loved to escape from toxic high society is bad? In the privileged world, the innocent commoner is the wicked one. But the commoner hasn’t actually done anything wrong unless she consciously does shitty things. Stealing a man isn’t wrong too technically. Not that I would but if he would leave the mc for her then isn’t it good that the marriage didn’t go through yet? Because he could’ve done the same after the marriage. And she can’t be called a home wrecker because a home is made out of two loving people. Often the storyline consists of an obsessive mc that loved and chased after the fiancé when he clearly did not want that. I mean, if it happened to any of u I’m sure u’ll all react the same lol. Idk where tf I’m going with this but it’s all about perspective at the end of the day. Even the author’s biased sometimes but I mean, it’s their story lol.
I want them to try but fail in finding her lmao. I want her to live a quiet life and then just not knowing where she went until maybe if she decides to go back to the capital for a while for whatever reason. Idw them to find her :). Idrc abt how they felt abt her before, what was done is done and honestly? The prince can go suck some dick and eat some shit . Bullshit of a man. No, a kid. Disgusting. Idk abt yall but if anyone ever betrayed or breaks my trust like that I ain’t ever gonna trust them again
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