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I just don't understand his past self however I felt bad for his past to what hayato did, it's so heavy when you're the one who's strongly stand that kind of relationship while your partner's worry how he might fit in society even though his heart meant for him. Poor touma I wish you had experienced the dream that he promised. I won't blame his past self because he's just tryna warn yuuma to avoid getting hurt that the past might happen again, but what if hayato's just waiting for a moment of their lives where they can be together that no one couldn't bother him or he's ready to accept everything. I'm looking for the next chapter, love this manga.