fuck the beginning made me sad, i also used to do archery and it is truly the only thing i wanted to do but due to an issue with my nerves i had to quit so i feel for our protagonist ╥﹏╥
guys whats the name of the flowering tree that he smells like ╥﹏╥
wahhh im waiting for when she is able to talk about that damn portal ヾ(☆▽☆)
this story is pissing me off holy hell if she says shes not lady bright listen???
"with your life" like shes not about to "die" at 18
in the flashbacks the fl looked like a child while the ml looked like an adult??? how big is the age gap between them... cause with the way it seems i just feel like fl lowkey got groomed into being this fucked up
AGHHH me and who fr oh my goodness ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄
when will that ugly ginger rat get away from my wife...
- I mention several sensitive topics, so please be aware while reading. If you ever feel uncomfortable immediately click off ^_^
The debate of whether ignorance could be considered a sin or not is quite complicated. Which is fair considering it is a topic based on humanity itself. But honestly even if it was a sin did we deserve what we were put through? As I read this manhwa it makes me think on my own life. And how I am honestly jealous of our main character.
It's weird to say that you are jealous of someone who is quite literally in total misery. But I see herself in me, but in a weird way she receives everything I didn't. Perhaps I am like the other characters in this media who are against her very being. Although honestly I don't despise her and I do wish for her to be happy, yet I am still so envious of her.
I feel very biased while reading this, as all I can think about is my own life. In a modern sense of course ^_^. So perhaps this comment I make will feel rather lacking as compared to the other readers. Yet I do want to express my feelings. As the complexity of humans and their feelings is a constant theme shown in this manhwa.
And the complexity of my emotions stem from my experiences in life, which is honestly not special as that is simply how humans work. My mother was the one who primarily raised me, and somehow I managed to grow up to be ignorant and demanding. Despite her unusual affections and punishments that she gave me.
We were not in the safest situation of course, contrary to Annette's home situation. Yet I do not envy or blame her for that, as how could she have controlled that? Nor was I able to control how I was born, or how I looked so similar to my father.
I suppose there is many differences between the two of us, but the principle is the same. We both didn't realize how miserable our life was due to our ignorance until it was too late. But there never was a 'too late' moment for us, as it was already over for us the second ww were born. Honestly our biggest similarity is quite silly now that I think about it...
Our misery and our ignorance were connected.
We couldn't have controlled where we were born, and we both didn't properly understand our situation. Was it our fault? I suppose many reading this would say it wasn't, yet we both blame ourselves for our ignorance. As we were both being punished for an ignorance we couldn't control.
Childishly enough, my envy came from the way the one who was punishing her felt guilt when she finally tried to end her life. When I first tried to overdose, my mother caught me in the middle of the act. she didn't say or do anything. And when I unfortunately woke up the next day, I got beat for sleeping too long.
Maybe I am envious of how she wasn't followed with constant abuse, how she had someone who expressed grief when she tried to die, and how she was never touched or hit. Although I know if I was in her life I still would be just as miserable as I am now.
Could it be how she still ends up with her happy ending? Of how she was able to forgive and learn how to be happy. How her body is healthier compared to mine. How she was just as miserable as me yet she still managed to find happiness.
Truthfully I am envious of her strength and of how she is cared for. Honestly I refuse to say she is loved by the male lead, as no love should ever be that painful. Yet I understand and can see how he cares for her. And it makes me want to sob.
I also had a miscarriage yet nobody cared, I myself couldn't bring myself to care. Maybe that is why we are in two different situations. I am a bad person who couldn't even love their unborn child, while she did love that unborn child.
Seeing how the male lead manages to be so neglectful yet caring, reminded me of my mother. She managed to love me so much yet hated me just as much. Yet I can't hate her for how she has ruined me, because she too is human. I just wanted her to care for me, like how the male lead did for Annette.
Everything about humans is complex, our emotions are irrational. And that is the sad thing when it comes to the cases of victims.
the treemanga translations are ruining my life while reading this omg
where is my sapphic succubus girlfriend at... PLEASEEE I LOVE BAKING PLEASW WHEREE
i wanna touch her booty in a girl supporting girl way ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄
ch 45 here and why the fuck are all the guys so zesty w eachother this is an action manwha not a bl... (⊙…⊙ )
youre going to see me on the news RUBYYYYY WAHHHHH ╥﹏╥