It's kinda scary how much I relate to Juwon throughout this story. I'm afraid to be vulnerable but I want affection which leads me to pushing people away when I they get too close. I want everyone to have the best outcome so I never show my true feelings in order to not be an inconvenience. I change myself to much to satisfy others that now I don't even know my real self. But this kind of personality made people frustrated of me and leave. Coincidentally, my parents are also like Juwon's mom, they're absent but also expect me to be the perfect child but are never happy when I accomplish anything.
I wished we get to see from Masayuki pov. I don't feel his "love". It just seems like he only wants keisuke sexually. And Keisuke always gets dragged by what masayuki wants. I feel like masayuki doesn't try to understand how keisuke feels but only want to justify his shitty actions but they're happy so everything's okay I guess
Otsu is such a tsundere lmao I luv him