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I think it's cos he's fantasising about min gyeom in a rly intimate/loving context but as far as he knows the other guy sees him only as a friend, so it's kind of kind of like he's betraying his trust or something? obviously thats not the case, but i can see chun sam feeling shy or self conscious about his feelings like that, he doesn't seem to have much confidence.
Can anyone make it clear to me why Chun Sam felt guilty in the pillow scene? I have a idea but I think it's wrong.