"at least he's not abusive"
that is, until soonin stops supplying him with blood or decides enough it enough. its not consideration, its a contract, he's a slave and there is no mistaking that. soonin cant complain because he needs someones pity to live, so he'll put up with being treated like meat for that. just because he's not beating the kid doesnt make it a healthy relationship lol. they set the standards so low anyone looks good in comparison to the best friend, but a little better then shit, is still shit.
I said "not THAT abusive". I didn't say he wasn't abusive #－.－)
fair enough, its just the way I see it the bar already being lowered to that degree automatically disqualifies vampire kun. that mentality always tricks people into settling for less, not expecting more. I've seen people in abusive relationships try this same train of reasoning to convince themselves to stay in the relationship for fear of not finding better. its really fucked up (〜￣△￣)〜
It rly is and it sucks, but what can you do after being treated the way sooin was treated and then find someone who is going to help you at least a little. Your brain is gonna be fucked up a little, well... not a little but a lot. I wish Sooin was able to get at least a healthy relationship that isn't mostly "give and take" since in a relationship, there should be some where its just "give". It shouldn't be "give" all the time, only sometimes, for example, gifts. Im not really sure how to explain it, so I hope that make sense
I’m going to say this about the blonde dude... he killed all his friends and turned one of them into a vampire... directly or indirectly he had a hand in their deaths... and then also wants to be killed by his friend who he turned into a vampire.... so I totally understand that the punishment is to make him live in pain for as long as possible
Oh, I dont remember that, mightve just skimmed that part. I should rly not read this when im half asleep, Oops-
ah, yes. Went from one extremely toxic and abusive relationship, to another less toxic and barely abusive relationship.
Honestly tho, communication from the vampire. Sooin was abused and is scared to speak his kind and the vampire dude knows, but he doesn't share his thoughts with sooin and thats making sooin scared. Its always communication thats lacking UnU
But at least he's not that abusive but uuhh... turning sooin a vampire against his will isnt the best way to go... I understand that you want him to stay with you forever, but why not kill 2 birds with one stone and then die after sooin is dead so that blond haired dude can stop feeling pain due to your negligence.
For the record, I dont like blond haired dude but you gotta see where he's coming from ┑(￣Д ￣)┍