SPOILERS

SPOILERS: I can read Chinese more or less... lol... so basically Ogata keeps thinking that Saya is cute throughout the next few chapters, but once he sees his dick he's like [in big text] "A man." So he's like he knew Saya was a man, but it didn't really hit him until then, and he even comments his dick was like "stiffer than expected" lmao. So he just stares at Saya and Saya laughs it off like "You have a weird expression." and like 'it's fine, whatever' (sorry I read this yesterday so I already forgot the specific dialogue lol). Ogata leaves and thinks about how he must have hurt Saya... meanwhile Saya starts to cry when he thinks about how Ogata looked at him with disgust. (I hope I remembered this correctly.)

I don't mind the spoil but now you guys are making me impatient to read the next chapter .

i saw the raws and i think it's pretty realistic reaction and i believe they'll work things out in the future and i want to know more about saya's past.

Oh ok so I was right...what a bummer :/ And Saya was crying so much...I'm sad now.
It's realistic? If you go after a guy he'll have a dick...you can't be surprised about that...-.-' But yeah I'm interested in his past too ^^

Poor baby :'(
Thank you :)

Ogata seemed hetero, so it might be his first time being interested in a guy, sexually interested. So, he may have not think so much about the fact Saya was a man, he was attracted to him, moreover when he was the first person to understand his expressions.
It's hurtful, yes. He was mean, yeah, Was it his intention? Maybe not, I can't read Chinese...And of course people should think things better and then make choices, but that's not how it happens in real life. That's why it's realistic.
It's not like other yaoi where they say "no, I'm not gay, you're a guy" and in their first chance BAM! "I don't mind you have a duck, let's just suck it. Oh, by the way I always liked women and thought men and ducks were disgusting. Hmm, what a yummy duck".
Quack!

Duck..quack LOL you're killing me hahaha But yeah I guess you do have a point...thinking about it that way I guess it is more realistic. It still makes me sad :(

it was a totally realistic reaction, especially if you've only ever dated girls and have only ever fantisized about boobs and stuff like imagine seeing another dude's hard on for the first fucking time

yeah seems like he interested in him coz hes kind,sweet and cute af not because hes a guy in the 1st place and when he want to take step forward reality hit him hard.like really really hard

I'm glad I made you laugh (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
And it made me sad too... ╥﹏╥
Even if I can't understand what they were saying in the raws, ughh!
I liked chapter one because it was sooo beautiful, I like Ogeretsu Tanaka's works, but this... oh my, I felt it from the begining, I can't wait for the next chapters scanlation.

Yes...I rarely...and I mean seriously rarely see raws, because I don't understand it and it's a bitch to wait for the translation afterwards. But the first chapter was cute and I got curious...and then I saw the raws and regretted it...I should've known. This mangaka only does heartbreaking stories one way or another, so I don't understand how I didn't see this coming..I'm an idiot. You my friend are far smarter than me lol But yes I can't wait for the next chapter either :)

I've roughly translated the second half of ch 3 and all of ch 4 and posted them as separate comments/topics if you'd like to read. :)

Yes thanks for warning me...I read them and I'm still sad :'( I want them to end up together *cries*