What exactly are you confused about?
I don't get it either.What is the deal with the seme and uke?
And I especially didn't get the introspective thoughts of uke in the ch 2
Uke was in love with his straight friend but gave up because his friend doesn't reciprocate his feelings. Seme loses his erection when his partners beg and are needy (probably trauma from a needy, overly dependent mom). Seme kisses uke and discovers uke can cum from kisses lol. Uke begins to suspect he may like seme since he only reacted like that when he fantasized about his friend. And since he knows about seme's sexual issues, he fears turning seme off by being too needy.
Idk if it's because I'm an idiot that I'm not getting where they're going from, ideas are just being thrown everywhere that my stupid head can't keep up :( i think the words are too vague for me someone help ╥﹏╥