It hurts to read your analysis, but I think it is a good analysis. BUT I don't think Yashiro is as fragile as you describe him.
Aaaand I just have to say it... Your english is very bad. Holy dick
R u fucking srs ?? They r probably french from the last word they used, so the fact that they could write all of this is really impressive.
Most of us here (including me) don't speak English as a mother language, we learn it with time, n i see no shame if we make mistakes .. fuck i read the whole thing n understood every word n its enough
Stop bringing ppl down, their cmnt was AMAZING .
I'm quarter french, polish, german and swiss.
You could say I am 100% european
I know that my English is not the most perfect one, but I actually didn't take a second look at my grammar. I just wanted to say what I thought about Yashiro.
I actually noticed something about Doumeki in the last chapter. I will try to write it down.
Thank you for your kind words
We all understood your excellent comment and that's the only thing that truly matters. This person was just being a jerk for no reason. Please share more observations in the future if you feel like doing so.
Awww thanks.
I did not want to be disrespectful. Your analysis is still very good
I actually think, that Yashiro’s mental stage was collapsed long before he grew up. As his mental stage continues to develop, he needs to stabilize his collapsed mental stage. That was when he started to tell himself. “I like sex.” “I like, when it hurt.” “I can’t feel anything if it doesn’t hurt.” By turning himself into a masochist, he was able to continue growing stably in a twisted manner. This is a powerful protective skill Yashiro learned from his childhood. He continues to use this skill even after he grew up, to protect himself and sometimes others (eg. use sex to exchange info to locate Ryusaki and found Nanahara before everything was too late).
Until Doumeki did rip off Yashiro's infected wound.
I always suggested, that Doumeki harmed Yashiro badly with his sex to him. Although his sex was gentle...Let’s put it this way: Because his sex was gentle, it severely damaged Yashiro. Him recalling his childhood memory was the solid proof of it.
Yashiro was twisted from the beginning. Doumeki never realized it. He never realized the damage Yashiro’s twisted childhood had done to him. Maybe because Yashiro appeared to be so mature and independent, maybe because Yashiro acts like nothing happens when talked about his past. But actually, Yashiro never recovered from anything, he never even admitted that he has anything to recover from (”I like how I am.” ----Yashiro Cp 2.).
So when Doumeki showed him the gentle love, he showed him what sex is supposed to be...
Yashiro couldn’t bear it.
When Doumeki showed him what a human is supposed to be...
Yashiro couldn’t face it.
If he admits that sex should be done in the way Doumeki showed him, he will have to admit his past 36 years of life was nothing but an ugly ridiculous sarcasm.
Yashiro couldn’t face it.
He couldn’t face himself. He couldn’t face Doumeki. He couldn’t face the endless cycle of twisted →accept pain →deceive himself →twist again. He couldn’t bear to live the rest of his life knowing he is a twisted man, wherefore he went to Hirata alone. Wherefore I actually think he wanted to kill himself or rather let himself be killed by Hirata or his men.
Now he meets Doumeki again and Doumeki, the one and only person that showed him how gentle, how real love and sex should feel asks him, if he can do it with him.
Holy shit. I think Yashiro might break after all and won't be repérable.