HELP!

So Seung finally told section chief (I forgot his name lmao) that he liked his hyung for a really long time and seeing that fountain pen that he helped his hyung pick out for the section chief upset Seung and made him remember how much he loved his hyung. It's worse because when he found out it was the section chief who received that fountain pen, it reminded him of how heartbroken he was and the section chief was the object of Seung's envy when he helped his hyung pick out the pen. hahahaha this is probably still confusing but I tried my best

Thanks.. now i get it (づ￣ ³￣)づ