Stop hating yashiro

I like the development in doumeki; he expresses his anger and jealousy to yashiro and put pressure on his request like.... man SEXUAL TENSION there!! The power dinamic is balancing. In the past I found their relationship to be master-servant like, but now that he no longer serve yashiro, he can stand shoulder to shoulder to his love.
When doumeki say yashiro hasn’t changed: like to messing around, I feel PAIN. We all know that he stops ‘messing around’ since the accident 4 years ago except sleeping with that moron detective for some reasons. And if you guys want character development from yashiro, there you have it. I don’t understand people who dislike yashiro. This character deserves the world. It totally makes senses that he put a freaking high wall toward doumeki, well not just doumeki. Have you all forgotten WHAT HE HAS BEEN THROUGH? It’s true doumeki love him and would die for him, but this fact scares him. What scares him the most is accepting that sex between him and doumeki is what sex should have been: full of emotions and love. If he accept that, he’ll have to admit his principle, or even his entire existence, was wrong from the start. It breaks my heart realizing his behavior and sex life were projected as a defense mechanism when he was a CHILD getting assaulted from his low life father. He didn’t want to accept he was hurt, so he tried to prove to himself by sleeping around with weird people not caring to his body and thought that it doesn’t matter. IT DOES MATTER. Doumeki has proved that.
In this chapter, I like when yashiro explains why he threw away doumeki. At first it may sound mean, but that’s not his intention. He knows that doumeki new boss has some doubt in demeki’s loyalty even though he saved his daughter (dont forget he is smart ass). Yashiro is making sure that the excuse is sincere and in a favour of making doumeki the most loyal underling you would have met but no use for yashiro now. And doumeki knows because he is not irritated when he is alone with yashiro in the bathroom; he is later because of that prick tho. The girl knows he is a liar just from first meeting, and doumeki used to implied when he and yashiro were together that yashiro was lying too. He also knows yashiro has feeling for him but yashiro doesn’t know; even yashiro knows, he won’t say it. He is that type who would help their crush without anyone knowing. Remember his docter friend’s estate and when he help mend misunderstanding between doumeki and his sister.
I wanna talk more about doumeki but this is a long ass comment already and im tired. Lastly, if anything happens to yashiro, I’ll throw hand (yes im talking about hateful comments toward my baby).