If you won't mind, I will give you a recommendation of stories that cured my angsty stories addiction, some are bl and hetero:
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kamisama_to_toberanai_tsukai/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/prince_bastard_s_parenting_book/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kanojo_ga_kawaii_sugite_ubaenai/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/rensou_mode/
OMG, only one bl. Mostly of the bl's I read are angsty so I can't recommend more bl. But try those heteros. Hope you'll be okay. Actually I have already experience something yours where in you got emotionally invested by a story. Mine, I was invested in one story for a year and a half that I am unable to read anything else. I still am obsessed with it but I am now able to read other things than that story. And these stories kept me occupied. You'll get through it.
what was the name btw i want to cry too
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/heesu_in_class_2/?Zk2R
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/futari_de_papa_hajimemashita/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/day_off/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/dream_away/?mUKI
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/when_the_yakuza_falls_inlove/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/hyacinth/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/how_to_chase_an_alpha/
here are a few things to make you feel better
The name of the novel is 'Ali ve Ramazan' and its author is perihan Mağden.
I read in my own language because it is written in my own language
but I heard it has been translated into English and other languages.
As a site you can read online, I don't know :(
however, you can order the book at https://www.amazon.com/Ali-Ramazan-Perihan-Magden-ebook/dp/B006JTTGC4.
It really hurts my heart that the two go through something like this ... The two were madly in love with each other ... but both were orphans and poor ... really, this novel hit everything like a slap ...
Both of them died in the city where I live.
They died 29 years ago.
More precisely, he tries to come down by holding on to the wire that the sixth floor balcony has fastened to the iron bars, but then he gets stuck in the concrete and dies.
the other hangs himself because he does not want to live without him ...
I can't forget that ...
thank you..
Despite all this, I wish they hadn't died ..
they were both orphans, poor and lonely.
They had nobody but each other anyway ..
the two were each other's reasons to hold onto life ..
After all the sacrifices made for each other, they really didn't deserve it.
Maybe if they were alive now, they would have been two lovely and happy uncles in their 50s.
o romanı okuyup,bitirdiğinde gözlerini kapatıp https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ECOZMsA3XTU bunu dinle ve ne demek istediğimi anla:(
I read a nonfiction gay romance novel with a bad ending, and now I feel very bad. uke sees seme killed by accident in the newspaper and uke hangs himself
I really can't forget please help me forget please manga / movie / webtoon
There must be something you can help please I want to get out of this situation ... it was very realistic and melancholic ... I cry every 3 days TTTT