Anyone please help me!

So, i ever read this story (i don't particularly sure it was yaoi or shounen ai) where the ML was someone who is a loner and he was understand that he was living in BL world, so he keep a low profile to make sure he will not attract any chara in those world. But someday, eventhought he manage a low profile he got confess! I was desperately enough since i'm not finding it when i search with the keyword :( and the worse thing i forgot to save it on my reading list ╥﹏╥ please if anyone have a clue give me the info i beg u huhu