Doumeki is just as broken as Yashiro, he’s haunted by his past just like Yashiro. Sex is something that cursed not only Yashiro’s life but Doumeki’s too.
For the first time since forever he’s having sex and just because he’s feeling a sexual urge he thinks he’s just like his father, a rapist. The person who you think is being raped then tells him that is not the case, that is not true. “You are wrong. You were impotent because you’re so pure.”
Is Doumeki’s fault making love to Yashiro the way he deserves? You thing is rape because Yashiro pukes? The sad thing here is that if Doumeki would have been forceful just like all the other men Yashiro would have felt good, he would have been his usual self, the “toilet” he’s used to be. No puke, no “stop”, but that would have been rape. Yashiro in this scene finally realizes all the bad things he had to endure, that’s why he cries, that’s why he remembers the past. He finally understands that this is what sex should be, and he’s scared because D is changing him, he’s making him vulnerable.
Doumeki is just as broken as Yashiro, he’s haunted by his past just like Yashiro.
Sex is something that cursed not only Yashiro’s life but Doumeki’s too.
For the first time since forever he’s having sex and just because he’s feeling a sexual urge he thinks he’s just like his father, a rapist.
The person who you think is being raped then tells him that is not the case, that is not true. “You are wrong. You were impotent because you’re so pure.”
Is Doumeki’s fault making love to Yashiro the way he deserves? You thing is rape because Yashiro pukes?
The sad thing here is that if Doumeki would have been forceful just like all the other men Yashiro would have felt good, he would have been his usual self, the “toilet” he’s used to be. No puke, no “stop”, but that would have been rape.
Yashiro in this scene finally realizes all the bad things he had to endure, that’s why he cries, that’s why he remembers the past. He finally understands that this is what sex should be, and he’s scared because D is changing him, he’s making him vulnerable.