wait i thought the Baron was bad cause he and the church were killing her slowly through the medicine
I recommend u read the spoiler if u want to know bc the church and her dad are actually protecting her
that was a spoiler that’s why i’m asking
Spoiler
That spoiler is actually wrong- in short she’s actually a reincarnated goddess or something. Basically she was cursed for killing her child (he was in unbelievable pain and suffering so she killed him) and was cursed to keep reincarnating and loving a child. But every time she would remember that she is a reincarnation she would be cursed to kill her child and suffer. The child in this life would be Abel, so she would be cursed to kill Abel if she remembers her past life. Now the priest of the church is ALSO a god who was cursed, I think he was cursed to an unrequited love, and the love of his life is the Female Lead. The pills that she takes that are supplied by the temple are to keep her from regaining her memories, because the priest does not want her to suffer. Now there was one more god that was cursed but I really can’t remember, but as a recap: if the FL remembers her last she will HAVE to kill Abel, she couldn’t stop herself and the pills are to stop her from remembering. Now the FL eventually starts to realize who she is and starts remembering her past piece by piece, and then she tells the ML that if she ever tries to harm Abel to kill her. And i can’t remember how the father knows she’s the goddess but basically that’s what I remember of the spoiler.
After reading the spoiler last chapter I feel BAAAAAAD for the Baron. Like he wants her to be happy, but he also doesn’t want her to go through what she will if she marries the duke. And he ALSO cares about Abels safety. I feel so bad for him