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That's the fundamental problem, isn't it? I didn't get the idea that the OP was talking about writing fanfiction. The OP is hoping for her ship to become canon. So in that respect, yeah, it's bad because, OP, you are reading a romance where the main couple is established and a reversal of that would be a betrayal of the majority of the audience. So you can ship all you want and wish as hard as you can, but I am afraid you are doomed to disappointment. But sometimes that pain is part of the fun.
Is it bad that I don't even really ship AsamixAkihito?
It's like I want AsamixFei Long to be canon.
And I don't care what anybody has to say,I think that Asami loves Fei Long somewhere in his heart.