The thoughts “I want to kill you” appeared in my head after reading this so I asked myself, “Wait, who?” and told myself I'm crazy, then I answered, “myself? No. You? No. A person? No. My thoughts? My self-consciousness? I think so.” I thought I was a crazy person for wanting to strangle air. Literally. I must have poisoned my mind. My eyes are wet. (つㅅ・`)・゜ Suddenly my body has this chill and it feels like fear but I don't feel fear, like I'm sick but I'm not sick. I feel heavy, but light. My body sometimes feels empty and cleansed, I thought that was the only weird feeling I'd ever get, but I've never felt this. My body is scared but my mind is not. I feel out of place but the spot I'm in is so comfortable, beds are so soft. I feel uncomfortably zen, that's it ι(´Д`υ) My feelings are a blur right now, I can't feel anything I feel so empty,, Maybe it's just my period (๑°ㅁ°๑) Letting this out makes it less heavy for some reason.
The thoughts “I want to kill you” appeared in my head after reading this so I asked myself, “Wait, who?” and told myself I'm crazy, then I answered, “myself? No. You? No. A person? No. My thoughts? My self-consciousness? I think so.”
I thought I was a crazy person for wanting to strangle air. Literally. I must have poisoned my mind. My eyes are wet. (つㅅ・`)・゜
Suddenly my body has this chill and it feels like fear but I don't feel fear, like I'm sick but I'm not sick.
I feel heavy, but light.
My body sometimes feels empty and cleansed, I thought that was the only weird feeling I'd ever get, but I've never felt this.
My body is scared but my mind is not.
I feel out of place but the spot I'm in is so comfortable, beds are so soft.
I feel uncomfortably zen, that's it ι(´Д`υ)
My feelings are a blur right now, I can't feel anything I feel so empty,,
Maybe it's just my period (๑°ㅁ°๑)
Letting this out makes it less heavy for some reason.