I know right. People don't really see the beauty in stories like this because of the realistic expectations they have from real life as well as the fact that if this happened in real life, it'd be Hella messed up. But this is what I love about fiction, their relationship isn't something you'd see in real life and that's exactly why I love it, in real life, no one's able to see from each others viewpoints nor stories, but through mangas, we can see endlessly. We can understand the psychology behind their actions, and how their emotions are portrayed. Its beautiful to see. If this happened in real life, I'd be completely put off. People need to seriously allow themselves to see the beauty in fictions that hold no consequence compared to real life which do hold consequences. To stop forcing reality onto it. We all know in real life what's right and what's wrong. But in fictions, we are allowed to like messed up things, we are allowed to find horrible things beautiful because it's not real. You can't romanticize things we all already know are wrong so might as well try to understand the beauty of it. I really hope people do change in that aspect because knowing that people can't see the beauty of it does ruin the meaning of such a beautiful story.
I COULDNT STOP CRYING, THIS WAS A WHOLE ASS ROLLERCOASTER, I know they had a toxic relationship but at the end I'm so happy they healed eachother