Agreed
The other yaoi mangas like that mostly just entertain people with the do-do
While this one has quite a heavy plot and it's nice to read
The cliffhanger though gah
I think it means the same thing in English. And you're right: with the blowjobs, it was also rapes. I see that as a rape, but in my mind, it's worse to be penetrated in the vagina or anus than in the mouth (even if it's also awful in the mouth). It's just my opinion on the subject though. When I said in my first message that I hoped Yoshioka hasn't been raped, I was talking about the sodomy.
I checked the definition of the word rape in a French dictionary and it was: "Forced sexual intercourse with a person without consent." So, it can include a lot of things.
Oh that cliffhanger!! So sadistic!
I appreciate this story and its slow pace. I hope that Yoshioka wasn't raped but I have a doubt considering his last words.
It's one of the things that I like in this story: it presents the theme of rape as something which is not normal and which is traumatic, unlike too many mangas. Kengo is understanding, sweet and tactful. He has desires, wants Yoshioka but can restrain himself when his boyfriend asks him to stop.
It's so satisfying to not see the sentence: "I can't take it anymore!" just before the poor uke who was saying "No!" is taken violently for the first time of the couple.
I'm looking forward to reading the next chapter. And thank you for the update.