um guys even tho this is off topic I just finished banana fish and I can’t calm down for...

bruh, i finished the anime a month ago and I still cry a bit when I think about it :(

hey sweetie I watched it like 5 months ago and I can't still recover

Those Instagram edits do hit the hardest

don't hunt me down but to me, killing off ash was the best choice for him because i don't want him to relive that shit ever again. i don't want him remembering that shit either, duh i wanted him to follow eiji to japan, but i also wanted him to gain an eternal sense of peace and bruh with the sticky shit he's already in, he was never going to fully achieve it. but that shit still hurted ╥﹏╥

I cry just seeing the photo of them

They really let him leave American thinking he still alive they would never see each other again bro u can’t bring back the dead never

That shouldn’t never happen to somebody bruh all he wanted was to be free wow

In manga He Is Still Waiting Ash hoping he will come back to him I am broken into pieces （/TДT)/ (╯°Д °)╯╧╧

I think this really hit me I don’t think I can smile for a while i knew what type of anime I was getting into but I didn’t no all that was gonna happen like ash I did not no he was gonna die

I was really depressed and sad and didn't want it to end, so I read the manga and they find out he died but now Eiji is sad and alone because half of his soul is dead. He just lives alone with a dog. the last panel was him crying. My heart broke. I realized that I had made a mistake finding out the ending. :(