Hmmm, I don't know if I "enjoy" rape. Many mangas could be without it, I think. I'm kind of neutral, if it comes to that. You can see as a fetish of sorts? Some people just like it and they don't know why because they just do. It's not like they want it to happen in real life and downgrade it. It's just a fantasy, whether it is creepy and weird or what not. So, I think, don't judge people by their weird, maybe creepy kink/quirk? Just let them enjoy what they want to read and let them be in their own world. I mean I don't know you but I think you wouldn't want it either if people just judge you for (example) liking german folk music. Not that that's a bad thing liking that xD I think/hope you get what I mean
You guys keep saying to read tags but even if we read the tags why are you enjoying BL with rape? That's just disgusting and weird.