Everything you said is true but if you look from the different perspectives jaeha selfishness is selfless. He didn’t explain to his ex wife because everything about him in the past was true and he thought he don’t deserve her.
About his sex-bud, he knows that guy loved him and since he still have a trauma from then past relationships, he draw the line so that guy would aware that he won’t be in relationship with him. It’d be more hurt if he accept him despite having no feelings towards him right?
About eunho, it’s so hurtful to read, but love is blind and eunho efforts is worth at the end. Jaeha doesn’t want eunho face the same thing so he break them off. It hurt eunho, and that’s so stupid of him but it’s understandable. He was.. mm.. trying the best for the one he love so they won’t suffer like he used to be...?
I think that’s all about.
those who hate jaeha really failed to see how his depression and anxiety affected so many aspects of his life (the story touches on his struggles w mental illness and being gay so many times how do people just ignore it?) and he was trying so hard to be happy and to make eunho happy too and sure, it took work and time for them but their love is so realistic and pure and he’s so realistically written, anyways I just love this story, definitely a top tier manhwa (also the spicy scenes are sooo good and they’re so cute) (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ