finding a manga

so i read this bl manga i think 3-4 months ago (not quite sure tho) The story goes like this; the uke is naive ass hell like he doesn’t know how to jerk off and what porn is. The seme is a bad boy but also like a playboy, they were schoolmates in an all boys school. The uke is known to be a lonely wolf and he looks intimidating, the seme took an interest in him and made him as a pet but not literally. The seme taught the uke all the bad habits he has (smoking, drinking etc) they were having fun. The seme taught the uke how to jerk off, they watch porn, and they cut classes to find clubs and things like that. And as what i said, the uke is naive as hell so he doesn’t know he already fell for the seme, but he doesnt know that the seme fell in love with him first because he got scared at the thought of how the people and his gang will look at him (he has a gang and he’s the leader but i forgot what their gang name is) so he avoided the uke but the uke is persistent because he doesn’t know that it’s love that he’s feeling and the ending was the uke said some hurtful things to the seme like how he just approached him out of pity and stuff like that. After that the uke got lonely again—he goes to school late, he’s not eating lunch–he’s always napping and he’s being looked at as suspicious because he’s always wearing long sleeves. But the truth is, the uke is always getting bullies by the rival gang of the seme, everytime the seme has a gang war the uke always comes with him and his gang always wants to take revenge on him but they can’t so they bully the uke as an alternative, and the uke got more bullied when the gang realized no one’s backing him up. The seme only knew about it when the uke’s mom called him asking if he saw the uke because the uke hasn’t been coming home for 2 days straight. (the mom called the seme because they went to the uke’s house before for the first time and introduced him as his first ever best friend) So the seme searched places and found the uke in an abandones warehouse, he was bloody but his other half that was bleeding is already dry (the panel creeps me out i swear) internal hemorrhage, broken backbones and arm. These are the only things i remembered what the uke was suffering from. The uke was in a coma, so the seme and the uke’s mom had a heart to heart talk, i dropped this because my heart really couldn’t take it, i really can’t go on. The dialogues were really painful for me to read–then the seme also learned that the uke was adopted and that the uke was found in a hospital when he was 2 years old, he also already got in a coma for 2 years, his adoptive mom is a nurse at the hospital that the uke was found. The doctors were planning to turn off the life supporter because no one was visiting the uke, but before that the uke already woke up without having any memory so his adoptive mom, adopted him. The uke had a mental illness or something when he grew up that’s why he’s naive and oblivious. I can’t remember the title but i know that the uke had such a painful past. PLEASE IF YOU KNOW THE MANGA TITLE, DROP THE MANGA TITLE, I HAVEN’T FINISHED THIS AND I’M WILLING TO FINISH THIS, MY PHONE GOT REFORMAT AND NOW I CAN’T FIND IT!! BUT I REMEMBER THERE WAS A “GOMEN” IN THE TITLE PLUS IT WAS SUCH A LONG TITLE IT HAD LIKE 8 TO 9 WORDS PLEASE ANYONE HELP


this was from a facebook group and i just translated it to english hoping someone would know the title thank u