Dont worry, please continue. I have a thought that the uke is like that bc what he wanted before joining the troupe was to have a normal life w/out poverty. So when the group leader took him in, promising to giving him a good amount, he took it WITH reluctant. He went on and took the gamble. What he wanted was a happy life (without poverty and all) now he could solve that by joining the troupe yet he was proven wrong hence he wanted to quit several times. But the leader wouldn't let him be. I think that's why he was seen "useless" ---because he didn't like his job he was just finishing it to survive his mission
But I'm also basing it on this trans. I've yet to read further more. So I'm may be wrong.
Eh guys? I've just started with chapter 2 and it turns out the uke seems useless, weak and miserable, he always looking down and not professional at all. Should I continue? Is it a good manghwa tho? I mean I pretty hate BLs where sex scenes and fan service are the only thing attractive about the plot.